Yesterday love was such an easy game to play, today I find myself finding a place to hide

Happy yet pissed...thanks...

2008-05-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

Mothers day was last Sunday..erm,what can I say?? We are beginning to feel like a family again...

We spent the day just lazing around...then we treated Mummy to KFC and Pizza hut...and I'm beginning to feel like we are a complete family...I guess evryone goes through ups and downs sometimes in their life...What matters is just that we overcome it...

and last Saturday was the first time we went out like a family...albeit that it was late at night,probably at 11...went to terminal 3 to watch the planes here and there...then went to eat at Swensens at terminal 2 cos the earl Swensens at T3 was closed...what type of service is this??haha... reached home at 3...i guess its the latsest i've stayed up with my family...

Its cool you know,being back surrounded by love and care and stuff...haha...sentimental...err,Mother's day shouldn't be just about one day..I guess our parents are the one who have been there for us..

I remember my childhood...was tough for my parents...I was a stubborn young kid...from the pregnancy to the giving birth...stayed in the ICU for few months after birth then scared the hell out of my parents when they found out about my heart murmur...but I guess with Allah's blessing and my parents strongwill,I pulled it throguh...Can't imagine life without them...

So I love you Mummy and Daddy...hehe...

erm...serious matter...rumours are flying around that my group members have been piggy back riding on just one member of our group...it means that we are not doing anything,just over depending on this supposedly "key" member of our group...to those faggots who started this rumour,get your facts right..I'm not trying to demean anyone,but seriously,when I heard that,I was pissed off and I controlled my fucking temper...I'm telling you,I didnt expect this nice friend of mine to say that to my face...I mean,choose your words wisely ah...don't just fucking shoot your mouth anyhow...

How would you like it if you worked your assess off and people say you've been just going with the flow and not doing anything,just over relying on that special someone?? yeah,thats how the three of us are feeling right now because of you faggots insensitive remarks...

So just an advice: Get your facts right...everyone,EVERYONE,each of us put in their best effort...and seirously,the workload is divided equally...it ain't a biased issue...so yeah...

Howdy fellows...

2008-05-07T23:42:00.004+08:00

Hey guys... How are you doing??

so erm...just wanna blog about what Ive been doing for the past few weeks since school started...been having fun with my friends...been lazing around,watching DVD,been spending most of my time on the PSP...and not forgetting FYP...

I seriously think it sucks you know,having to do FYP...I prefer the hands on technicality of attachment...oh,imagine if we had attachment as our FYP...thats gonna be so cool...

So erm,I'm doing good...and I just realised that my "future job" will be either a clown or a pole dancer...jusging from this crap simulation Amin,Bah told me about...I believe that I won't do those jobs except maybe clown...aha,I just love to make people around me laugh with my silly antics...but I gotta tone down ah...Its like,Im 19 years old...haha...but there's still a child in me...so as long as that child does not grow up,I'll just be the same old Nas...cracking up lame pranks and stuff...I feel so appreciated..haha...

watching DVDs...what can I say??almost everyone knows Im hooked to CSI...haha...I see myself becoming a forensic scientist one day...who knows...Its kinda cool,u know,getting to solve mysteries(chey...like real...padahal crime scenes...),erm,lifting fingerprints using superglue vapour and stuff...yeah,maybe one day I will...
and I;ve got several teachers who are seriously,I hope,will add more fun to their lectures...Food Court Lee, and Dr Jin Kai and not forgetting the irresistable Akon..haha..
Phua S.T is hot...I mean she rocks...she really knows how to entertain the calss with her bullying of people...sadistic biatch...haha...erm,and I resolve to keep quiet during Ms phua's class from ow onwards...and yeah,thank God she forgot all about these 100 lines that she asked me,Adi and Bah to write...
so yeah...most of the stuff I worte here is what I do almost everyday....just salcking..I guess the stress factor will come in during 2nd semester...and Man U is gonna do the double..take my word for it...and I'll be specially reserving my celebrations for my dear friend and Chelsea supporter,Raymond!!! :)

yeah...erm,I guess there's a secret and a dark past for everyone...People may not seem who they are after all...so do take note my dear friends...and erm,come on Man U... :)

this Sunday...big day for me...time to let go of the tainted past and fear in me...

April Fool...

2008-04-01T10:33:00.003+08:00

Ok... positive response it seems..haha..oh well... updating again...

Erm,been spending the last few days researching...about what,you may ask?? GEMS...thats the topic everyone's talking about...haha... Apparently,some people want GEMS that do not have any tests,just assignments...haha...School starts in 2 weeks time,and I have seen the timetable...pretty slack...

I kind of want a memorable sem for my last GEMS...still remember my first sem of GEMS...had to travel way way far to the buisness block..haha...erm,sidetrack abit....I have started running again...actually,been doing so for the past 3 weeks...building up my stamina for NS...which is like next year...Run from teck whye,through the Bukit Batok then onto a new pak connector linking it all the way to Chua Chu Kang Park....which is like so effing far...but its worth the breathlessness and fitness...around 1 hour of pure running...quitting smoking has definitely improved my stamina...cant be said for my dad...haha...

erm...CAUTION....the next part of this post will be kinda boring and shitty...thus the warning...

Erm,dont know if many of you guys have read about it or watched it,but recently a dutch politician made a 17 minute video called "fitna"...it was termed anti-islamic...U guys can view it on youtube if you want...I have seen it myself,and to me,its kinda unfair to label us as extremists or potray Islam as a violent religion just because some idiots out there are causing pain and destruction to the innocents..one bad apple does not mean the rest are bad what....

Personally,I dont support this extremists or terrorists...for one main reason...They are giving Islam a bad name and giving Muslims out there a hard time whervever they go...
Recently,I watched a documentry regarding Islam and it showed how peaceful Islam was and still is and how it related to our everyday life....Its just greed,craziness and a fetish for the syariah law that motivates all of them like Osama to do these despicable acts...he has not only misinteprated the Holy Quran,but really,to be doing all this in the name of Islam is a big sin...Killing innocents and stuff...

The west too can be faulted...They probably had something to do with the outward injustice brought about to Muslims worldwide...What they are doing to muslims is probably fuelling the anger and hatred towards Westerners...bush invaded Iraq,in search of Weapons of mass Destruction,but where is the evidence of that?? NONE...a hidden motive is to get oil,since US is the top consumer of oil...and the stupid dutch politician is doing this video in order to stem the belief among Westerners that Muslims are bad peolpe...what is his motive??that peolpe will convert out of Islam after viewing the vid??No,it is to show the world that Islam is bad and that is why,we are being treated this way...No doubt,it is a propaganda and a "justified" way to treat Muslims...

But,by no means should there be justification about how they are treating Muslims...so yeah,from my personal point of view and a conservative and moderate Muslim,I see it such that both sides are wrong...the West and the terrorists...Now dont g spreading all this aite...haha...

Erm,down with the boring part and off with the exciting part....

Kids....I so totally love them....haha...erm,was just running just now,and saw loads of them playing at the playground...They are like so cute and yet they can be a handful...Dont mistaken them for cute angels for they are indeed hidden devils...haha...but trust me,in the bus,can see them often running,screaming,making trouble for their parents...Speaking of which,many young malay parents nowadays..hais...

Anyway,if God permits,I want 2-3 kids...haha...cos my parents have 4...and its a hassle already for them...haha...so erm..yeah...till next time then...

since today is April 1st which means it is joke time...haha...

heres 1....

3 dwarfs named,Bah,Irsyad and Imran were contemplating about wheter they wanted to join the Guiness Book of World Record....
One day,the 3 dwarves made thier way to the Guiness Book of World Record building...

the 1st dwarf,Imran, who had the smallest eyes entered...he came out a few moments later,screaming,"Yes,its official..i have the world's smallest eye"...

the 2nd dwarf,Bah, who had the smallest leg entered the building...he came out later,screaming jubilantly, "Yes...its official..I have the smallest leg"...

Finally,it was the last dwarf's turn,Irsyad....He had the smallest penis among them....he went into the building and moments later came out,looking sad... he said to the other 2 dwarfs, "Who the hell is Adi?"

hahahaha...erm,here's another...

2 couple,Imran and Fiqah,Adi and Liyana went on a double date....
after a sumptious dinner,they decided to swap partners for the night....and so they swapped partners..

After two solid hours of sex, Adi turned to his new partner,Imran, and said "Phew,that was fun...wonder how the girls are doing"....

haha...
notice I said they swapped partners,but not girlfriends...haha...

aite then...Happy April Fool....

peace out my niznits...

Hey guys...like finally huh??

2008-03-18T10:49:00.008+08:00

Erm...wow..Its been a record of 2 months going without updating. So,apologies to my loyal readers. So rejoice since I am here to finally,like FINALLY,update my blog..

February-whole month was attachment.. I must say it was certainly a very rejoicing and refreshing experience..But I would have loved to have more than 1 night shift..We had 2 day shifts and 1 night shift.. N yeah,made a lot of new friends, be it the trainers or my other stage buddies..We grew close together,bonded together,had mass orgy... Erm,what the heck am I writing..haha....

So yeah,ups and downs were there too...

Ups:night shift spent talking about ghost stories,final dae at CPTC,poto taking sessions,gift session(I mean whop would have expected April to cry right??I mean she's like so fierce n stuff..guess everyone has their soft spots)..and most of all,GROUP 4 ROCKS MY BALLS!!!!!

Downs:failing both theory tests..couldn't find the problem during trouble shooting..Chan Ying Huan breaking my heat like around 6 times in a row...and rumors here and there...

Well,overall,CPTC has done a good job in grooming us to be future engineers..Im just glad that school is finally over and we can get back to our normal routine of rotting at home...And Mr henry,one of the trainers there..I mean,who could forget him...He is like one of the coolest dude ever...He's like literally one of us,one of the teenagers...He even "licked" his own walkie talkie when taking a picture with me...how gross and disturbing indeed...Well,enough about feb....moving on to march...

March-erm...wat can I sae...NOTHING SPENT DOING SOMETHING FRUITFUL...been downloading movies(Superbad,Sweeney Todd,etc.),going to the gym,playing games,sleeping late,watching TV..So yeah,that sums up what I have done the past 18 days of March...

School starts in about 1 month..Its fasthow time flies...I swear to you,its like just a few weeks ago,I insist its a few weeks ago that I first stepped into SP...Made so many friends on my way to 3rd year..Next year,it will be NS...Soon,friends will give way to colleagues...Only time will tell if friends saty or go...true friends don't quit on each other...

Family and friends is what I have now...Without them,I know Im nothing...So a word to those out there,treasure those you love for life is short...U never know when God might just grab those round you or perhaps,yourself...So yeah,make decisions wisely,don't ever regret making that decisions and don't look back...(You will se ghosts...)Live life to the fullest...And enjoy the company of those around you... Don't worry,Im not suicidal or insane,its just that sometimes,time flies so fast that you don't even realize it...

Like I just read some of my previous posts and you know,I made alot of crappy decisions,made alot of mistakes,cracked some jokes here and there,but ultimately,what matters is not who you are,but what you do....N yeah,I love all my friends and my family...so really,i love you Adi,Bah,Khai,Imran,Irsyad,Fizah,DCHE,Anand,Danko,SP,Singapore,the whole world,aliens,universe,Mum,Dad,Bros,Sis,Aunties,Uncles,Ah Peks,nyonyas,Cuzzies...erm,the list goes one...not forgetting my long lost brother,Amin...look later at the end of this post...u'll see the similarities...

Erm,life for me is kinda great right now..Im contented with what I have now...though Im missing something in life that most of my peeps have...haha...N I learnt something disturbing about my bro...What i found out is just way way disturbing...I dun even know how to break it up to him man...I get the chills...haha...

To end on a bright note,phew..its getting dark and I finally reached my conclusion to this 5000 word essay...expect more updates if there is positive response..haha...n alas,meet the two long lost brothers....Mat and Slenge...

Cool happenings...

2008-01-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys… sorry for my lack of updates.. Been busy with studying for the upcoming exams in 1 week’s time. Besides, got no other topic also to talk about. But now, I have one interesting topic. And it involved one of the most precious and closest person. My dad.

But let’s talk about yesterday first. Been studying for the past 2 days in library. Sad to say, got some progress, SOME ah. I expected more actually. But ended up talking here and there with Alvin. Hais. So anyway, we went to Pizza hut yesterday. He wanted me to announce to the world that he had treated me to pizza for 3 bucks. Cos he had a coupon with him. So yeah. Happy dude? Hmm.

Well, today was kind of interesting. Started off with a bang, literally. Was awoken violently by my maid, who said that my dad had gotten into an accident. So yeah, around 445, she woke me up. So I was like shocked ah. Then my dad called home and told me to meet him near CCKSS. The accident happened near the mosque there. So I like ran all the way to the place. When I got there, got the bloody shock of my life ah. The taxi was really out of proportion.

So apparently, there was a head on collision. My dad lost control of the taxi and hit a lamp post and a traffic light. Then luckily he stayed in the taxi cos moments later, the lamp on the lamp post dropped onto the windscreen and if he had gotten out, he sure gone case already. So yeah, Alhamdulillah. Hais. I don’t know what I would do if I was in his precarious position. So now, he’s having some aches here and there due to whiplash. That was what the ambulance crew said ah. Most important thing is that he’s alive and well. Thank god.

some exclusive pictures...this is what u get when u reach the accident site first...good pictures...

Ok then… exams coming up. Good luck to everyone aite… take care…cheerios…

Fun filled memorable day....

2007-12-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

to Ayun...haha...this is what Im gonna do..update..okies??happy tak makcik??

haha..well, this past week has been quite eventful and stressful I must say...well,2 tests this week...FLMECA and Heat transfer...actually,kinda blanked out during heat transfer test today..all because I wasnt prepared for it...but its ok lah....I did my best...so not true..haha..but its a way to cheer myself up..haha... Oh yeah...Fluid mech test had this question...HDB is building a lift that goes 5000 metres if I not wrong...One word sums it all up.... that word is "Wow"...how do u built a lift that is say 5 km long...that is so Akon...

and today,specifically skipped Friday prayers and lectures to spend time with two minah rreps..haha...not minah reps lah they all..just my besties..female besties...Lalah and Syah syah...its been some time since I had a load of fun with girls..haha..admit it Nas,ure turning into a gay..haha..cos all the time,I seem to spend some time with guys all the time...haha...But i somehow like both sides contact...so anyway...

went to watch a movie..called Alvin and the chipmunks...OH MY GOD...they are like the so cutest animals ever..n their voices sound just like Akon,the helium-filled singer..haha...so cute huh...im like addicted to their voices...n then after the movie.lepak-ed at the vivocity sky rooftop there...alamak Nas,dah maju nampak...dah start lepak2 seh pat tempat yang tk pernah pergi..haha...the last time I was at Vivo was on Sept 11...with my peeps at Sentosa...still remember clearly the evnts of that day...hais...so like anyway, we took pictures of ourselves...I admit,I was FORCED to take pictures which actually I do not like to..haha...

so I was like basking in the jealousy of the mat reps who were like muttering jealously to themselves..."How can that asshole be with two of the hottest girls at one time??"haha....connections mat reps...connection...humour mats..humour...

the two besties I was with...crapped alot...who took the pic??me of course...duh...

so after that,went to Sentosa..sat around the tower at Pahlawan Beach....lepaks till around 6 plus plus...again this place...haha...brings back old memories...haha..took pictures...sang some stupid songs..play catching (which I must say,I almost slipped and fall)...then sent Syah syah to her workplace..then me sent Lalah home...actually, till the MRT station only ah...pictures of us...done by of course me..haha..no lah..by Lalah...

aite...so next week will be CPTC...yeah...will be working like slaves without any pay...wow..thats is so not bangla material..haha..so yeah...will be kept busy this few days....just hope I can keep up with the pace this sem is going...n Im very happy for this someone...who is actually happy that he found someone who has locked his heart tightly shut..haha...aite..take care peepos...lu rock baybehs....

Things couldnt get any better than this.... :)

2007-11-24T11:55:00.000+08:00

Bah rocked the house...the judges are either deaf or blind...seriously dude...ure one of the best or I dare say, THE BEST in the buisness....nemind lah,asalkan you let people in SP hear ur mesmerising and soulful voice tu dah cukup...anyway,U ROCK BUH-RY....haha....

yesterday,had a date with not one but two of the hottest girl...haha...no lah...my sec frens...Siti Fadillah...Siti aisyah and fadillah...so combined their names together...haha..hmm..went out to Suntec City...starbucks...then sat around...catching up on things...laughed a lot of times ah...seriously,about guys,ismarian and his fingers...haha...then the cirit birit thingy..haha...hmm...anyway,call me out soon yar...gonna mish u guys...haha....

ok...back to serious matters...2 formal reports by this Monday...so yeah...n one more thing...

this is to you,you should know who you are...I smile when I need to,I am approachable and friendly, but cross the line,you pay the consequences...I showed you what Im made of already,so yeah,keep that in mind..and don't you go around spreading lies about me...

other than that,take care y'all...peace out babes and hunks...

+pEaCeOuT+

Bye bye weekend...

2007-11-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

my whole weekend is gone...hais...Watched not one,not two but three back to back DVDs at home...didnt even remember that I had a report due on Tues and 2 tests due this week...

watched 300...damn good movie lah...i know i outdated ah...haha...
then it was to kook-keek-kikiku...TRANSFORMERS....haha...I dont think I will ever get tired of that movie...watched over and over again..non-stop...

then watched Tears of the sun..kinda a sad and moving story...kinda cool actually...well,while browsing thru the Net for info just now,caught up with this image...Dont ask me how I got to the page,it just struck me as fully offensive and sexist...

Ok,I admit it..some girls are do mean...i mean,way mean than any other mean...then there are some who are good,kind and the best friend u can ever have...She will forgive you for ur wrongdoing tu sume...hint hint...haha...ok then...gonna study for the 2 tests...c ya guys around...tata...

+pEaCeOuT+

I need serious help...Im losing it.....Please talk to me someone...n I'll open up to you if you are the right one....

2007-11-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

The sound of shouts, screams and cries
The tears shed day after day,
Oh, how you made me feel like a fool

The pain felt after you disappeared made me feel so scared
But too bad
Coz neither you nor anyone else cared

Fuck all those things that you said
It meant nothing but just a piece of crap
Life was never this bad

The ups and downs were meant to make us stronger
But instead you made me feel more like a stranger
Stop.
Coz you're risking everything that we had

This silence is killing me slowly
What a painful death for me
Its such a pity

Alone and fear is what I felt
So fuck again to the life that I once had
Coz it meant nothing, again, just a piece of crap

Friends were there
But only time will tell
When they will come and go

I end this poem with a piece of note
It came from the heart
But no one will know as im alone in this world...

P.S:Sorry Adi for today. Im really disappoited with myself for doing that to you. Truly sorry. Ive naerly lost 2 close friends,I don't want to go through the pain of losing another.

BUSY.....stuffs....

2007-11-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy....

been busy with so many stuff...things going on in my mind...running more likely...really temperemental nowadays..dunoe why...Actually I do know why..Its just that I bottle them up...then cannot tahan,slowly I let it all out...hais....SORRY!!!!!sorry to those who have been affected by my anger or temper...especially Mr najib...hais...im sorry man....really...

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAAFKAN AKU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DUI BU QI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AMMA RENNGEK SAPADEK KUNJI NAIR RORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there's been some recent movement in my life...moving on more likely...Im running away from my tainted past...its seems such a blur nowadays...time whizzes by so fast...

anyway,yesterday got my belated birthday present...Thanks to Fizah,Khai,Adi,Bah,Irsyad,Imran..yeah..thanks peeps..washing ah now...so yeah..

I don't know why you are avoiding me. What wrong have I done to you?

Sick and tired of faking myself,
faking to my friends,
I admit things aren't the same now,
I would do anything to have you right here in my life again,
Just to be like what we used to be....
This is to you,you should know who you are...

Oh yeah,today something funny happened...wasnt there but when Irsyad told me the story,I couldnt stop myself from laughing my asss off...apparently,a student in SP was sitting behind them when he farted loudly...Then he turned around and said "Sorry sory"...the smart alec thought he had a silencer up his ass,but apparently the silencer failed...haha...go get a refund dude....

I can’t imagine any greater fear
Than waking up without you here
And though the sun would still shine on
My whole world would all be gone…

+pEaCeOuT+

Saw IV

2007-11-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

just watched Saw 4...u know,its R21 in Singapore...
but hell yeah,got to watch it thru the net...my god...

gory,sickening=I like it...

haha...great movie...should watch it guys...oh yeah,there's a twist..haha...

+pEaCeOuT+
=nAs=

Throat..

2007-10-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

Tell me
Tell me if you really want me
Don't act as if you need me....

Show me
Show me that you hate me
Stop telling them about me
Tell me what you feel.....

my throat..that explains why I am silent just now...killing me...when I swallow,kinda painful ah..hais...today kinda boring....was going well for me,until this idiots came and spoil my day..hais..wat to do sia??people wont change..blind..haha..oblivious to the surroundings...hmm....

take care...updated....

+pEacEoUt+

Nice....

2007-10-28T11:12:00.000+08:00

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak didada
Biarpun ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti
caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai
caraku mencintaimu

Mengapa aku yang terluka
Aku yang merana
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta
Aku yang sengsara

aww...my first malay song..thanks to my bro for inttro me to this song..m so in love with it..hmm...

Anyway,yesterday was Irsyad's birthday...so here's a rap for u....

Ella ella eh eh
Ella eh eh eh
Yo Irsyad
go and shut
ur butt
cos it start
to sing but
it stinks so hard
make my heart
grow so many lalat (flies in malay)
Today birthday lu mat
So go take Ayun and do you-know-what...

Happy birthday dude...take care..

+pEaCeOuT+

New sizzling hot topic...

2007-10-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

Once again, I apologize for being MIA. Hmm. Been busy with stuff here and there.

First things first, happy belated birthday to you, Fathima Zahra. That’s my sis btw. Natural sister. Haha. I forgot all bout her birthday which was on 24 Oct. while at the gym, then I remembered. So rushed down to Popular to buy for her something. Guess what it is? A.. a … A pen!!!Haha… Yeah, I know, I’ve been missing out on a lot of stuff. Been busy with things until I forgot all about my family, my siblings and my friends.

Yeah, I haven’t seen my dad for like 5 to 6 days now. He’s sick and you know, school finish late, so by the time I reach home, he will be like asleep. I asked the maid how he’s doing and she says he’s all right. Just hope for the best ah.

Tell me
What makes a man want to give you all his heart
Smile when you are around
And cry when you are apart.

Going thru a freaking rough time. Suffering in silence.
Lost my temper today at school. With the two girls, Ting Ting and Xiao fang. I don’t know man. Sorry ladies, I didn’t mean to use vulgar language but you see, both of you aren’t cooperating with me. Seriously, it’s hard to please so many people at one go and if you are not happy, just follow what the majority wants. I mean, no harm done what. Speaking of girls, haha. Seriously speaking, I’ve lost hope ah in girls. Don’t worry, Im not turning gay or what ah. But after what happened to my friend ah, I feel sad ah. Not being sexist or what ah.

But seriously, how many of u guys here have been busted by girls? I mean, you know, firstly they make you feel appreciated and all this, then suddenly, after a few months down the road, they disappear from your life never to be heard again. Maybe David copperfield kidnapped them and make them as his magic tools. Who knows? Haha. Speaking of him, I want to go his show but you know, he’s being charged for rape. Haha. Hmm. Back to the topic.
Happened to me quite a few times. Someone told me that they take advantage of my being nice and caring. I don’t know. But my friend here was chasing the girl for like 6 months then only to find out that she’s secretly liked this someone. And she totally made him feel that he’s the one and told him the secrets and darkest fears all that. I know guys who do that ah, but yeah. Not being sexist ah, just offering my views. Didn’t mean to offend any girls, guys or she-males or he-females or whatever sex u are.

Anyway, tomorrow is who’s birthday? Who? Who? Irsyad…haha.. The anorexic fellow. Tomorrow then I post about you aite. Take care peepos.

Test today sucked.
+pEacEOuT+

LOL

2007-10-23T23:35:00.001+08:00

Rayer....

2007-10-17T10:58:00.000+08:00

Rayer has passed...haha..
seeing others forgive each other made me cry..u know,I have reflected on my wrongdoings..hais..so many to be counted for..n yeah,I nearly passed my Ramadan resolution..haha...
My resolution were to control my temper...at least fast for the full month...hmm..I didnt fast for some days..cos I was like sick here and there...

First day of rayer was fun filled but short lived ah..cos when I was playing around with my cousins,then I sprained my thumb again...haha..my God,3 times in like 2 months..now my thumb cannot even bend..hais..I dunoe ah..must next time use a protective metal thumb thingy ah..haha...

Second day of rayer was nothing much ah..passed by very fast...

then,school day..the day we can FINALLY eat in school..haha...ate at FC 3...ouh..it tasted so nice and delicious..ate with Dewi and the normal guyus..haha...Dewi as usual dunoe how to eat her hor fun...kept spilling onto the table..aiyoh..nearly 20 years old u know that gerl..haha..n we were talking abouot next year rayer..when Dewi will finally give duit rayer to us..haha...funny ah...

yesterday,Khaiwas sick..haha...as usual,his sickness made him more mengarut to the max...but he said it was just the beginning..haha...damn..got to buy protection..haha...anyway,this guy here as usual,crapping here and there.. (Bro,We ride together,we die together...Bad boys for life...)

n guys,whateva u do ah,DONT buy Halls(Citrus lemon grass)...taste like shit..haha...I tried one and spit it out..mistake for me to buy it...okies then..I wish u guys well..take care..

+pEaCeOuT+

P.S: As usual,no pics of me were taken during the rayer..as u all know,I dun like to be photographed...haha...so too bad peeps...

The lrics to this new song

2007-10-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

Another remix by by JJ & Rudy.
Ah rentak(?) rentak(?), Drift-drift-drift.

Here we go…

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit. (weird laughter.)

Eh, rash-hadi(?), eh jalan sempit la.
Don’t you call me a Mat Rempit.
I’ll only go fast.. a lil’ bit,
Come in another road I go “Pen Pen” (honk sound)

Ampang, YEA! (the yea is one+yea said at the same time.)
Seramban, YEA!
I do superman, sebukit(?).
Mono crew boys, sepuluh cc. (sepuluh is 10)
All my motor, I’m the VIP.

Many many cars all driving,
Cutting here and there, no signal-ing.
Scream-ing, scolding-ing, hong-ing*, speed-ing (*honking)
Non of them even look-ing.
I don’t wan to pro-be-lam,
Need to get to work so please faham.
Turn-ing, cutt-ing, chilla-ting(?), TANK YOU!!
Hopefully i dont get some mass(?)

Sepit udang (fork) sudah chrome?/krome?,
Mud-guard sudah chrome?/krome?,
My chamber is buluh,
My motor is still slow.
My kocek is kosong,
My paycheck take so long.
Tweaking, adding, exaust, styling,
Money spending still going slow!

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor… (interuption)
Haa la mak dude…Hold on.
…
…..
TRANSFORM!!!!
“chi ko kok chi ke kok ki ke ko”

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit.

Break it down to BM, Cmon.
All rite, here we go…here we go…
Anda sedia? Anda sedia?
SUDAH SEDIA!
Jaga-jaga…bahaya!
Saya mau…. wan wan wan.
Apa takde nanyi you?
Pasal saya tak fa-ha-ham
(more werid laughter)

I wonder if you know,
How to be a Mat Motor,
If you likely, come and try it,
Then you’ll realli realli know.

We not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

We not so Furiouuuus.
Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit-Rempit

Ok ,habis aready. Jom balik.
We’r getting a bad rap, Letsgetoutofhere(said fast!)
Bringgg, Bringgg, Bringgggg, Brrrrringgg, Bringgggggg, Superman!!! Bringgg, BRINGGG, Superman!!! Bringgg, SUPERMAN!!!!
PUA, Patah kaki!!! (random explosion follows)
(even more weird laughter) Muahahah, whats that dude?

Funniest day in Sem 2 07-08...

2007-10-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

Motivated to post again..haha...Finally after some time..Well,today had a great yet unproductive day at school..First thing in the morning,left house abit late..then had some kind of drama involving Irsyad..haha...he thought today he had no practical..then suddenly,he realised..so yeah,I was on time so I was assesed by Poise Seow teng..Alone...imagine her name says it all..Crazy..she's so uptight about rules and regulations..haha...
then slowly Calvin,Alvin(the two gays) and Irsyad came trickling in..haha..n my bag heavy ah..cos got safety shoes inside..
Anyway,after that had CEM lesson..for 2 freaking hours..and I slept thru the 2 hours..haha..when I woke up,Khai was like clapping ah..haha...crazy ah that bugger...ever since he in love ah,he becum crazy..haha..love changes people ah,I warn u guys first ah..he will be more crappier sooner or later..haha...then played around with Bah_i..fill it up ah..i give u clue..either an "r" or "b"...haha...
He's such a fag ah..haha...like to squeeze people titties..then during PROINS lecture something funny happened..King Kong was rubbing the whiteboard when it suddenly fell on him..then he was like Superman ah...struggling to get the whiteboard off him but didnt do anything much..so his hands were like spread out and he was "flying" ah..instead of a red cape,he had a whiteboard..haha...that one I tell u was the most funniest thing Ive ever seen happen to a teacher ah..During secondary school,my Geog teacher was sitting on the table when it broke under his weight..haha..thats embarrasing,not funny..n he had the fastest recovery punchline ever..he said "you all witness ah...The table broke ah..not I broke it ah.."haha..Mr Koh was his name...anyway,how do u pronounce Poise?? apparently its pronounced as phua..haha..and I was like teaching King Kong how to say it ah..haha..funny lah..1st joke in a mass lecture theatre..haha...

Anyway,congrats to dwi..thats how u spelled ur name right??haha...and her team..she was a great actress ah yesterday..with the stupid and irritating nyonya accent..haha...okies then...take care peepos...

If you know what makes a man
Want to love you like the way I do
Girl,you got to let me know
So that I can get over you...

+pEaCeouT+

pheww....took me 4 hours..haha..

2007-10-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

Layer 1:

On the outsideName: Achmad Nasrun Bin Abdul Kalam

Birthdate: 01 November 1989..coming up..haha…

Current Status: Attached to someone dear..in my heart ah…Aruum..aha..

Eye colour: Multi coloured... Black lah dumbass…

Hair Colour: White..im old…

Layer 2:

On the inside.My heritage: Indian..Canadian(rite Fizah??).

My fears: Allah, taking off during flights, failure in everything...

My weaknesses: I am too compassionate towards others without thinking about myself..that’s what people have been telling me..

My perfect pizza : A round one sliced into 8 pieces…

Layer 3:

yesterday, today, tomorrow.

My first thought of waking up : today-someone special..haha..The Sentinel..a DVD...

other days - anyone smsed me?

My bedtime: 10 probably..latest would be 12 on weekdays….

My most missed memories: Secondary school days…

Layer 4:

My pick.Pepsi or coke: Diet coke.

Macdonalds or Burger King: KFC...

Single or group dates: Single..that way,I can admire her and not others…

Adidas or Nike: Nike..

Tea or Nestea: Tea.

Vanilla or Chocolate: Choc-a-lot

Cappucino or Coffee: coffee

Layer 5:

Do you?

Smoke: Yeah..but quitted..been smoke free for 4 years..

Curse: Everyone curse. Those who say they don’t are fcuking bullshitting..

Take a shower: duh…

Have a crush: (:..yeah..probably…

Go to school: hmm..let me see..i wake my ass up at 6 in the morn to??berak??go school lah..

Believe in yourself: not all the time

Think you’re a health freak: yeah..

Layer 6:
In the past

Drink alcohol: No, never!!!

Gone to the mall: yeah..always..when Im walking to the bus stop opposite Lot 1…haha..actually,once in a blue moon..how many blue moons are there??

Been on stage: Yeap

Dyed your hair: Nope..I loike it white…

Layer 7:

Have you ever..?

Played a stripping game: No,cos people will be jealous…

Change who you were to fit in: Hate to admit it but yeah, i have.

Layer 8: Are you hoping to

Get married: duh…where else m I gonna show my uhh..private..censored..too bad…haha

Layer 9:

In a guy? Or is it a gal?Best eye colour: Brown or black…

Best hair colour: whitish gray.. Black lah…

Long or short hair: long..but must be tied up..i hate hair in my face..allergic…

Layer 10:

What were you doing?

A minute ago: report

An hour ago: messaging my Amelia Qistina..my daughter..haha…

A Month ago: struggling for exam

A Year ago: cant remember…

Layer 11:

Finish the sentences..

I love: everyone.

I hate: violence..mat reps..kena raped then they know..haha..

I hide: in my mums womb..when I was a baby…

I miss: that guy..haha…someone lah…I

need: love..haha..sound so sentimental huh??I need to sleep..this quiz taking so ever long…

Layer 12:
Tag 5 people
1- Fizah
2- Adi
3- Khai
4- Wen cong
5- Boo…

Quiz time.
1. (the person who tagged you is)- a lot ah..Fizah..Adi…Wen Cong…Imp..

2. (your relationship him/her is)- Friends

3.(5 impressions you have of him/her)-
Fizah has Beautiful hair
Adi has No hair…
Wen Cong Got hair..
Imp has Minimal hair..
All have white hair..

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)-They mean everything..everything my peeps do are memorable…

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)- Wats up….

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)- Fizah:No…shes my bestest buddy…Adi:yeah..can ah…Wen Cong: my soccer buddy..Imp:my good friend…

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improved on will be)- Nothing….

8.(if he/she becomes your enemy,you will)- forgive them and be friends with them AGAIN…

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)-cos I criticize them in this quiz..haha…

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)- Finish this quiz…

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)- Blah blah blah…

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)- Wimp…

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)- My mouth

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)- I tend to be selfish to myself as I put others before me..But that has got some serious consequences..

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)- i wanna be Wolverine

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)- I really appreciate it. i love you all…

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1-fizah
2-adi
3-Wen Cong
4-Imp
5-khai
6-Nonya
7-Apek 1
8-Apek 2
9-Qistina
10-Rafizah

(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)- with No. 8..affair with number 7…

(Is no.9 a male/female)- male…

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)- oh…definitely…

(When was the last time u had chat with no.3?)- yesterday

(What kind of music does no.8 like?)- techno…

(Does no.1 has any siblings?)- yup..2 elder bros….

(Will you woo no.3)- definitely..he’s hot…

(How about no.7)-nope..too old for me…

(Is no.4 single?)- yeah…for now..haha..

(What’s the surname of no.5?)- duh..Muslim have no surname…his dad’s name is Mohd Mokhtar

(What’s the hobby of no.4?)- making lame jokes…

(Do no.5 and 9 get along?)- yup…maybe..haha..

(Where is no.2 studying at?)- SP..my bro..

(Say something casual about no.1)-nice….

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?)-for me to know..for you to find out…haha..yeah come to think of it…

(Where does no.9 live?)- Canada…

(What color does no.4 like?)- maybe green..haha…

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)- duh…

(Does no.7 like no.2?)- yeah..sure…

(How did you get to know no.2)- My bro…classmate..coursemates…brothers for life…we ride together,we die together..haha..

(Does no.1 have any pets?)- yeah..a fish,cat,elephant,giraffe..actually,she owns the zoo..haha…joking lah…

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)- yeah..he’s got this ripped off 10 packs abs..my god..that’s like sick man..haha..

HAHA...

2007-10-02T11:00:00.000+08:00

Life without you is so hard.

I want you by my side. Seriously, I do not understand why you’re doing this to me.

Are u really tormenting me or taunting me with what you’re doing right now?

You’re my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night.

Oh my, how I miss being with you. Looking at you, gazing at you with all my satisfaction..

How I wish you would come back to me.

Do you know how hurt I feel to see in the arms of my DAD?? Haha. My SCV set up box lah. What were u thinking of? I miss it… Its been like what, 2 weeks.. 2 weeks!!! 2,people.14 days…336 hours..20160 minutes..1209600 seconds.. that’s like wicked man..haha..It was confiscated by my dad cos of my bro ah..never study properly…haha… then I have top watch soccer every weekend at the living room..On the cold hard floor..either that or the sofa..which I am not comfortable at all…

Anyway, things are looking up for me now.. im getting back to my normal self..so yeah..hope for the best peeps…
+pEaCeOuT+

BAHRI!!!!

2007-09-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

Shahril!!!
Bahri!!!!!

congrats man...u rocked the house just now...seriously...Bahri was good..real good...he got 1st...

and during break just now,I broke down..haha...what a wuss man..no seriously,I cried listening to Bah songs..cos its like real true ah..the emotions,everything that he's going thru now is wat Im going thru also...in front of selcted people only ah...hmm..

I bottle all this emotions up also..thats the fucking problem with me..its in my nature...its natural..thats y...hais..I fucking hate mysef ah sometimes..I tried to change but to no avail...hais..Im having conflicts over my emotions...I dun wanna show it but its like slowly eating away and distancing me from my friends...i dun want that to happen..seriously..thats y i need time to plan ahead..to move on from this fucking mess..a mess that I started and intend to end as soon as possible..I know its not going to end happily..I can feel it..seriously...but u two are not helping me..i dunoe man,either u have no feelings or me or ure just fucked up...ure instead stoking the devil in me,the raging fire of hatred...u cant see it cos I dun show it..u do things that u know will hurt me so yeah,I hope the warning is heeded...I just hope that nothing bad happens from this situation...

anyway,this is a celebratory post for Bahri...Congrats once again bro..seriously...u the man...

+pEaCeOuT+

"The trouble is something felt wrong to me and I had no idea what it was"

Ajaran sesat..or wrong religion...

2007-09-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't get what these people are doing..my god..my bro intro me to this video..and I was like laughing my ass off in front of the comp sia..haha..even being in a rock concert wouldnt to tis much extent of head banging and jumping around..haha..watch it and have fun laughing ur assess off fellows...haha...and the music must be turned up loud..then can really enjoy..haha...look at the imam or spirutal leader in the middle of the group..checking things out..see if they head bang properly or not...

Sleeplessnessssssssssssss

2007-09-26T07:24:00.000+08:00

Sleeplessness follows me wherever I go.. usually,after sahur,I cannot sleep..donoe why ah..hais...Im weird..At home cannot sleep,but then in school start to sleep during lectures...n yeah,met a new teacher,PST..Phua Siew Teng...PCK sister..according to Haikel,she's the most fearsome teacher around..btw,I have 3 new classmates coming in...class confirm kecoh nak mampos sak...

anyway,I wanna say thanks to Alvin,Wen Cong and Wei Xing..cos they were like concerned about me..haha..Ill be ok guys..dun worry..ur joker friend will be back soon...I hope so...

Yesterday,the 1st day we eneded at 6..hais..school is crapping now..way too much stuff going on..gym can only be done on Wednesday,Sat and Sun..then after fasting month,I think at night ah then I go...

anyway,had a talk with Bah yesterday... he knows what Im going thru..cos its like wat he is going thru also...Thanks bro..apprecciate wateva u told me..as usual,he,the soccer freak..used soccer analogy to explain things...and yeah,one life,one shot,one chance...no regrets..I dun wanna look back when I m 10 years down the road and say why I didn't do this..all this crap...Im right..ure right bro..Thanks Shahril B...B...ahri...ure my idol..i love you sayang...

haha..crapping at this moment...this song..my "in" song at the moment..haha..From punk rock to emo..shit man..Im losing it..nvm..Ill be back..seriously..I dun wanna go on this way..like what bah said,he would rather want me to be hurt once at this moment rather than prolonging it for me...n we made a resolution....to do this by the end of the year...hmm...

to irsyad...ure the man nigga...though u dunoe how I feel,i know ur advices mean something..so yeah...good..thanx for everything...but it will take time ah..time to finish off the 2 things....yup...

Tattoos....i want..haha...I want a nice tribal design around my shoulder area..oh yeah,my freaking shoulder...damn it man..I think its like broken ke per ah...everytime I do someting,it will go like pop..haha...I hpe nothing serious happens ah...hmm...tattoos...then I want a phrase on my upper back..."Only God will judge me"...sounds cliche ah...haha...A muslim having tattoo then with that phrase..so cool..the moment I saw it in Charlies Angel,I wanted that phrase to be mine..haha...anyway,gotta go skewl now..I have a teacher named Akon..can u believe that...haha..and he sings..how cool can that be..okies..take care peeps...

+pEaCeOuT+

"With sad endings come new beginnings"

Hey...

2007-09-20T10:52:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I had a decent sleep.. I mean a really long long sleep filled with wonderful dreams..I don't know..

There are so many things going on in my mind..For sure,Im sad that Mourinho has left Chelsea..To me, he was like one of the best managers to have around..so goofy,funny and at times irritating..but its good for football you know..Sometimes it gets too boring...but you know,other people up there hates the way he play..i don't know about u,but Abramovich is like too demanding ah...stupid russian..i hope no mafia russian come do anything to me ah..haha..

hmm..Then,yesterday,after terawih prayers,went home and watched TV till 12..Miami Ink..its such a cool show..body art is a form of art that I admire..n who knows some day I might have one tattoo..haha..I don't know..tried to sleep..but couldnt sleep..so smsed someone I know who will not be asleep..finally,replied but itwaslikeinthisformwithoutanyspacescosthephoneisspoiled..haha...Im sorry..so yeah,at 1 watched the pre match thingy...Champs League..

watched Man U beat Sporting Lisbon..then sahur,prayed Subuh,tried to sleep but couldnt sleep..I mean,what the hell is wrong with me..so many things in my mind..friends,family,Mourinho..hais..I dont know how to cope with this overwhelming pressure ah..i just hope i can make it thru without doing anything dumb or stupid..

ok then..btw,this song is nice...kinda..
+pEacEOuT+

2007-09-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

The answer to your question will be made known to you sooner or later. I do not want to further cause you further distress and confusion.

A great thanx and shoutout to Imran and irsyad and also Anand for believing in me, showing me support and encouragement along the way. Irsayd,keep what you know a secret k. Thanx once again to you peeps. Without u guys,I wouldnt have coped well with the situation.

For every action, there’s a consequence - So you can't argue that what Im doing is unjustifiable

2007-09-13T10:35:00.001+08:00

Emotions run deep in me..I am utterly confused by the recent happenings..I don't know what to do..This is the first time Im breaking down like this..I mean Im confused,sad,disappointed..Im not angry with what you told me at 10.40 p.m on 11 Sept..what Im angry and peeved is you-know-what...

I've never experienced this situation before.. I have ever experienced betrayal but not to this extent..Of all people,why you? Tell me why? Its so hard for me to accept everything in at one go..Did I do anything wrong to you? For all I know,I've been playing a perfect game..What wrong did I do?

Ive been talking to people.. they gave me their views on the situation..and they all agree on 2 thing..hais...that I shouldnt waste our friendship and throw it down the drain...the other I wont say.. they say that if put in my shoes,they would do this do that..but u r not in my shoes..u dun noe how I feel...

Let me tell you something..I was brought up in an environment where we do not tolerate lies and misdeeds..Being in this holy month,I was advised to forgive and forget..But you see,its that difficult for me..Im willing to give you another chance but I guess things will never be the same again...You will hear from me soon enough... I wish u all the best aite with ahem..n yeah,you are still my bro... But please,don't get your hopes up too high..it will be weeks,probably months before we are back to normal...

There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this

+pEacEoUt+

First things fist,

I am sorry for all the wrong things that I’ve done
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like my feelings for you
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to have you in my life

I understand that there are some problems
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
Im sorry I made you confused
Im sorry for all the wrong things that I’ve done

Secondly,

I badly wanted to let you know how I feel
But I was somehow petrified to do so
It was a cowardly thing for me to do
I admit it, I screwed up
I was shy to make my move
That’s why I cried when you left my world
My life was full of loneliness

I pretended that I had no love for you
But slowly but surely the feeling began eating away what was left of me
I couldn’t concentrate in lectures and often
I find myself stealing glances at you
Then I felt that I almost had you, but

Thridly,

I'm sitting here all by myselfj
ust trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anythingjust to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I didAnd you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

Lastly and finally,

I know shes moving on
From me shes gotta hear this
I know that she’ll be ok
that she will be happy with the one she really loves
And I know that ill be loving her so
Shes my soul
My everything in life
I could have
I just cant let her go…

2007-09-12T11:12:00.000+08:00

To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved

What can I do...

2007-09-11T22:45:00.000+08:00

A great day being marred by 2 bombshells...so yeah..Im fucked...

I think its over..

My firsts...

2007-09-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

Continue from the title of the post...

- Driverless MRT ride
- Trip to Vivocity
- Monorail ride
- Time going to Sentosa
- water filled activity in many years

I had a fun day today... a great day.. a freaking fun-filled enjoyable day..Thanks to kafibina..bina aper??ntah..tanyer Aruum... she knows the best..haha...

woke up at 6..thanx to my bro ah..prepare for skewl oso must on the light..org tgh tdo sedap2...hmm...then played PS until probably 9..then got ready..met Im,Syad,Khai and Bah at CCK MRT station... gave Bah a big gay hug..kinda miss my peeps ah...hmm... then off we went to Sentosa..it was kinda long journey..I got onto my 1st driverless train ride..wow..amazing how this stuff works...then took my first step to Vivocity..I was oficially welcomed there by so many people..haha..no lah...just a aspicious occasion for me...hmm..then took the monorail to the Pahlawan Beach..according to Mr Aruum, last time got many pahlawans(warriors) thats y its named Pahlawan Beach...

got out the food,pitched the tent then off we went to the sea..for those peeps who don't know,I have a phobia of going to the sea...something happened lah...anyway,fun ah..threw people around into the sea..Adi and Imran and not forgetting the ever so light Irsyad..haha.. played soccer and frisbee around with them..got one negro kid extra came up and played soccer and frisbee with us..seriously,he just came up and started kicking the ball around..then he got pissed off when I didnt give the ball back to him..lucky his nigga family ask him to go..phew...and a hot mama passed me the frisbee after Syad accidently misthrew it..wow..hot sexy mum sia...

then the sun came up...we were like so freaking hot ah..me n Aruum went under one umbrella while Syad and Ayun went under the other..we kept on disturbing Syad and Ayun..seriously ah,they are both such a sweet and gorgeous couple..come on man..make it work aite...seriously,I would love to see u both together..haha...

oh yeah,we played around on the sand...buried Imran under a load of sand.."ah,berat ah...berat lah.."..wimp.haha.. and we saw a couple MAKING LOVE in the sea..my god..haha..thats something rare..haha...then went home for my supposedly tahlil..but alas..i made it home late..so yeah...none for me..haha..ok..to end it off..

A big thanks to Kafibina..seriously,I loved the time we had together..yeah...
a spoof from mastercard thingy....

The whole food and drinks thingy: $80
Monorail ride: $3
Train ride: $1.66
Seeing people making love: priceless..haha..no lah...$56
Having fun with ur loved ones and friends: PRICELESS................

Finally!!!!! Out of my house!!!!!

2007-09-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

Today had a fun day outside..Finally..after being holed up in the house except for gymming,I finally got to meet half of my peeps.. saw my long lost fren,Aruum...my gawd,she look strange and quirky..cos its been a long time mah I neva see her..anyway,met up with Syad after Friday prayers..then met Khai at CCK then met Fizah at J.E..

anyway,the thing that I supposed to do is to make this scented doll thingy..kinda good thereupitic smell ah...that was when I met Aruum..it was a shock to me ah when I saw her..and Fizah was like jealous cos she wasnt talking to me that much when Aruum came..hmm..i wonder why..anyway,played a prank on Imran just now..yeah..okies..till here then..take care peepos...

+pEacEoUt+

Helloooooo......

2007-09-03T20:06:00.000+08:00

okies..back to blogging..been busy with gymming most of the time..tomorrow i gotta go play badminton with Anand...some gay shit going on between me n him..anyway, I must say that the holidays are shaping up to be a nice one..unlike the 1st week, where I had so many things..

yesterday watched She's the Man..Amanda Bynes is so hot..hot like hell..I think Im gonna change my wife ah,from Vanessa Anne Hudgens to Amanda..hmm..had a heart to heart talk with my dear Khairul..again,some gay shit going on here..talked about life..then with Hafizah..no gay shit going on here..she's a gerl..so yeah..n dun worry about it aite..I have no hard feelings...

today at the gym,was kinda fun..and last Thursday,I had a fall..in front of my neighbour at the stairs leading to my house..wow..malu and paiseh like hell sia..hmm..

anyway,something interesting ah to just point out..
Injured body parts:list of the parts I have hurt before...

-Ear:Cut it when attempting a dangerous stunt(rolling down the stairs)
-Head: when I was 3, I banged into the kitchen cabinet..had 3-4 stitches..Partly botak...
-Thumb:sprained it TWICE..once when attempting a stupid thing..the other when I and Lex played around..
-Ankle:sprained it..soccer..
-Shoulder:tore the muscle there..very sore..8 months ago..Now I think its happening again...
-Lower Back:nearly a slipped disc..didnt know I had that condition and yet I trained on it for 1 year..just realised that it was bad..
-Elbow:lousy doctor said that I had a hairline fracture but I feel fine..cheater...
-Knee: 2-3 years ago,I had to stop running..cos my knee gave way once I was running..and when I pray usually there is this taut feeling and then I would cringe in pain when the ligaments kinda "twist" around one another...
-Heart: when I was young,I had an operation for a hole in my heart..not many people know this,but Im ok now..

yup..something to let u guys know..ok then..till here..
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WTF??

2007-08-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

came across this video at youtube...the moment I saw it,I was like what the fuck?? Does she evn know what the heck she's talking about..This proves that blondes are truly dumb...

Milestone post..101 and counting..

2007-08-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

August 16 was my blog's first year anniversary..yeah,its been 101 posts in a year.. cool huh??
anyway,guess what happened today??i sprained my thumb yet again..my god..It wasnt even 2 months since the last sprain, but here it goes again..was shaking hands with big Lex(he's a building with feet btw),and he thought it was smart to play around so he pressed my thumb down all the way..and I heard a "krrrk" sound..it was definately sickening and my mind went blank..then went up to Muru,asked for an ice pack,then went home after 1 hour of gymming..half hour,I was sitting out,patting my sore thumb..I couldnt move it sia..I thought it was broken or damaged or something..But at home,just put some ointment and bandaged it up..hope it turns out ok..Its blue black now..
anyway, about my previous post..It was written in anger and yeah,hoping that things turn out alright..sorry to those who are affected one way or another by it..to khairul,my answer is still yes,I want to forget her and move on...
so yeah,peace..
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Exams are over...

2007-08-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

yeah..exams are over..Im so happy.. So yeah,free till the end... friday had my last paper at 6-8 time slot..so late sia the timing..anyway, after that my peeps and I screamed all the way.. we even screamed at the library..kicked a dustbin on the way out of SP..got spotted by a lectureer..so yeah,ran all the way..Khai hopped..coolio..

anyway,reason for it being private was because I wanted to go MIA for a while..sounds familiar??hmm..I just felt like I wanted to delete this blog..see how lah..

I feel so fucked right now..everything I wanted has gone down the drains... its just that its the holidays and I just feel fucked..kena busted by friends,i mean if Im busted,are they still called "friends"?? and my dad and my bro are just non-stop quarreling..i just feel like Im caught in the middle and its like my responsibilty to prevent my bro from being beaten up..but what the fuck m I supposed to do if my bro just doesnt seem to care about how its afecting the family..Fuck life..
I just have this exploding emotions in me,like I gotta take this chance before something bad happens..donnoe how ah..Ill just patiently wait and see..anyway,its nice to be back blogging..so yeah,hoping that the as the holidays go along,my mood will turn from fucked to better...so c ya around..

Everything that happens is for a reason..thats bullshit man...
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Hello...

2007-08-10T20:24:00.000+08:00

okies..my third post for the day... its been a good week..got to study here and there..though it was bits and pieces, at least i got to study..just came back..actually 1 hour ago ah..went to school study..then went friday prayers and then watched movies with those peeps of mine..played some mind boggling games..
anyway, this song Im in love with...its by Aircon..It's touching and sweet..oh my..Im turning gay..haha..n yeah, i dont know how Im feeling right now..Im starting to like this someone..maybe..maybe not..but yeah,just letting some of the kittens out of the bag..aite then..Soccer season coming up soon..yeah..how fast time flies..ok then..peace..
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P.S:Good luck to everyone for the upcoming exams...yeah...

The music video...

2007-08-10T20:11:00.001+08:00

In love with this song...

2007-08-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

Chorus
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away

(Bridge)

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame, Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you (3x)
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

New feature

2007-08-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

I have a new feature on my blog..its a friend test thingy..Its like the "in" thing now..so yeah, Im cool, thats y its in my blog..haha..
a note to KAFIBIN (Khai,Adi,haFizah(i know u dont like me to say ur full name..haha..),Imran,Bah,Irsyad and Nas)...
those who dont get full marks will get it from me..we are a group man, so make me proud..ok,i give chance...make it 80%..Imran, try again..haha...

P.S: Im slowly getting back to my old self..Im happy..Thanx everyone..
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Last part

2007-07-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

Last and final part…

This will be a political analyst view on Islam by me. This was brought up after I watched “Battle within Islam” on CNN. I do watch these channels ok, not only HBO or Star Movies. And was brought about by Iraq winning the Asian Cup. So warning, its gonna be boring. Haha. But I feel that I have to put out this notion in place.

I do not accept the fact that terrorists do their despicable acts in the name of Islam. I find it bullshit that militants kill others just because they are not Muslims and they expect to be brought to heaven or paradise. This is bullshit! Those who kill the innocent shall incur the wrath of God. Even the great prophet didn’t do these acts in the name of Islam. I for one am angry that be it Osama or whichever Mamak there are in this world, its not right to do this. So I urge Osama to read my blog and wake his bloody idea up, if he got Internet connection ah.
Iraq semi final win was marred by a bomb attack in their country. Now ask yourself, which sick Muslim would want to do that to heir own brothers and sisters. Its ok ah if the person got killed by a stray bullet caused by the celebratory gunfire but this act of plotting a bomb to kill the other Muslim brothers and sisters. FYI, Iraq is divided into 3 major Islamic sects, Shiite (pronounced as Shit, no lah.don’t know how to spell lah the pronunciation), Sunni (pronounced as Sunny) and Kurds. The Iraq football team consisted of these three sects and they worked together and achieved a dream for everyone. What I don’t understand is why they cannot live together. For years, during the different caliphate rulings, Christians, Jews and Muslims lived harmoniously… why can’t they do it now? The answer is because there is no leader. Everyone is trying to be a leader in the Muslim world. There is no proper one to guide this young minds to the right path. And so concludes this thing. I am tired of writing ah. Lazy. Just hope that my message was brought across to Osama and his friends. Don’t tarnish the name of Islam. Aite bro, u take care ah. If you want to give up, call me. I fly straight to wherever you are, and pretend I catch you. So that I get the reward from Mr Bushy Bush. Take care peeps.

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2nd Part...

2007-07-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

2nd part:

I have this problem that I am going to discuss briefly. Anger management. I need to control my emotions and manage my temper. I know its not good, but you see, I bottle this up because its no use telling people that im pissed off with them. It has been rising steadily ever since I wasn’t myself. No use people talking to me to let it out, because im a stubborn person. I wont let it out unless it’s really killing me. A big thanks to Hafizah and Khairul for sticking with me, listening out to my problems here and there. It’s just wise for you to choose your friends wisely. And also a big thank you to those who have shown concern to me regarding me not being myself lately. Im surprised that people do notice that. But don’t you worry guys, NaS will be back. He promises that. And yeah, it helps if sometimes you tal to yourself, you know, ask yourself about what is bothering you all that. Like some people that I know of ah. Anyway, to summarise this composition of mine (haha..), NaS shall be ok so I don’t want you guys to worry about me aite. I have my own means of controlling my anger (only a handful knows). Anyway, thanks once again for your concern peeps.

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Blogging again...

2007-07-31T20:45:00.000+08:00

Well, a big hello to everyone. Haha. Im crazy and hyper today. Anyway, sorry didn’t blog for quite a long time. Been busy with school and stuff. Anyway, now got time, lets blog. Today’s topic will be in 3 parts.

1st part:
This past week has been moody and dark for me. I don’t know why. Yesterday had FLMECB test. Can say that the paper is quite easy ah, manageable. Today had GEMS test. It was manageable too because of Irsyad. Then tomorrow have Plant design practical test. I am so looking forward to it. Haha, what a joke sia. Anyway, today had nothing much to do ah. After got back bio paper, I got 35. Kind of unhappy about it, but its ok. Went to the library to watch into the blue. A movie that we have not even finished. Something bad happened and I let it known to someone. Sorry dudes, wrong timing ah. Anyway, had a heart to heart talk with Najib just now. All the Malay boys + Raymond pour out everything that we were not happy with him. Can say that it was fruitful discussion and hope things turn out well between us guys. After that, had LAV. Again, I scolded that someone because he try act cute (which is true ah, he is cute..haha..). Again apologized to him for the outburst. This shall be further explained in part 2 of the entry. Haha. Then had Environmental Engineering tutorial. I spent the entire 1.5 hours reading Harry potter. N yeah, I managed to finish it off. In 3 days. Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. After that, we were supposed to have chemical reaction tutorial but the teacher didn’t come. So in the meantime, Lin Li (my wife), Raymond, Jacqueline and me play outside the class. We bought chocolates and threw it at anyone we saw passing below. Then got some secondary school students, we play prank on them nothing better to do mah. Then skipped class went to the library and then went home.

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Case of the mssing pencilbox

2007-07-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

ok..firstly, wanna sae thanx for ur concerns guys..maybe its the stress,all that stuff ah..maybe i shall take im advice ah..skip class...okies..
the first thing is that i thought i had misplaced my pencil box..cos i wanted to do the mixing tutorial..then search in my bag, dun have..search everywhere dun have..so i started pulling my hair out all that lah..then cool down abit, msg irsyad cos i plan to do PBL this weekend..was messaging with Fiza when i wanted to clear up my table..so i put everything in the drawer..only to find the "missing" pencil box in it..haha..funny2..
okies..bye..
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Life...

2007-07-19T20:37:00.001+08:00

Life is good nowadays. Im surrounded by people I love, I respect and im happy the way things are. But something’s weird in me. I just feel like ive got to maybe, you know let it out somehow. But now’s not the right time. I feel uneasy, restless when im thinking about it. I don’t know why. Its like a feeling that ive never felt before. I don’t know.

Anyway, due to some nagging by khairul, adi and Irsyad, I shall update.

Yesterday was khairul birthday. N yeah, got to play a prank on Fizah and khairul. Haha. Two in one thingy. So yeah, got a present from him from the Malay guys and fizah. We carved the word “kafibin”, for khairul, adi, fiza, imran, bah, Irsyad and NaS. Yeah, so cool huh. Clever lah the guy who come up with the name. Who ah? Who ah? Yup. That’s it.

N yeah, cherish the people around you. For no matter what, friends and family are the one who will support you all the way.

The Story of Yah...

2007-07-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

Ok.. well, a big hello to my peeps who have been pestering me to update,especially Khai and Adi..haha..

Ok..this week has been ok, exceptionally well..for a week with Friday the 13th today..haha.. and I am pissed off with someone..tell u later..

Monday, had Bio prac..ok ah the experiment except that it was a bit cocked up… Tues nothing much happened except that Khai came back..from his operation..wearing crutches..haha.. but we were there to help him move around ah..
Wednesday ended early, at 1..woke up early to pick Khai up..haha..was kinda late..planned to meet at 7, I came at 715.. I must say that the discipline of Bah,Irsyad and me has dropped ever since Khai never ,meet us at CCK interchange.. cos he’s always like the earliest to come and will message us if we were late..but ever since he went for the operation, I,Bah,Irsyad have been late almost everyday..haha.. for one instant, on a Tuesday, we came to GEMS at 8.35..haha..
Thursday had my ENVENG test back..must say kinda disappointed with the result..haha.. but expected ah, cos I don’t normally put in effort for fully ICA modules.. today got back my CREACT test..am exceptionally happy with it ah..haha..

Ok..important part coming up..

I am so peeved, pissed off, annoyed, angered, “muak”ed, irritated and mostly fucked up over this person.. once upon a time, a guy lived in a far far far away place...lets call him “Yah”…I aint gonna express much by writing down all my problems with him.. cos I really wanna build up the emotion and let it all out to him one day…serious shit talking.. people who know me know who I am talking about.. people who know me also know that I keep stuff inside me and burst out one day.. friends keep telling me its bad.. but this time, once and for all my friends agree that something should be done to this “Yah”.. 1 to 2 weeks grace period before im gonna blow up on him.. serves him right..

Replies to taggers:

8 july:
Imran:haha..im alright now,I guess…

9 july
Liza: im fine..u?? yup..dah lame tk contact.klau nak, message ah…
Wen Cong: yup..that sentence is true..so must make full use of your life..do wat u want before its gone…

11 july
VDK: I donoe wat u mean..haha..
Adi: wat te crap u talking about..haha…

Word of the day: paraskevidekatriaphobia
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An advice...

2007-07-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

Life is short..make full use of it...u never know when God might take it away...

Tell me....why...

2007-07-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

Okies..just finished coming back from visiting Khai at the hospital..he’s well and is ok and recovering from the operation..Thank God.. hope u get well soon bro.. skipped 2 classes just now cos tonight I couldn’t make it..but now Im back..n yeah..blogging..I feel that Ive had enough..cant go on without doing this.. (hidden entry)
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Im not myself lately..this is seriously troubling me.. I know it.. I notice the change in me.. I dun noe wats wrong and wats bothering me.. making me change.. its like putting up a show in school with my cheerfulness.. I get angry easily nowadays, scold my siblings unnecessarily.. its weird u know, to be this way.. in just one week, ive changed from the jovial, happy go lucky guy to this freak that I am now.. I don’t know…

Happy birthday...

2007-07-04T08:50:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to Han Wei..wish u all the best bro..good luck in ur future aite..Happy birthday...

Sombre mood(a tribute to Mohd Khairul)

2007-07-04T08:41:00.000+08:00

ok..tomorrow a close friend of mine,Khairul, otherwise known as the great van der khai, will be going for an operation.. his knee has a broken ligament in it..I just wanna wish him all the best for his operation and wish him the luck bro..haha..no need scared lah..Singapore doctors are good..just ask my mum..will be visiting u in the hospital with soemone special..k..n good luck for operation truthful feelings..thats a codename for the opeartion tonight aite..take care bro..
an advice:

Great works are performed not by strength but by perseverance. so persevere my brother..

Cool

2007-07-04T08:35:00.000+08:00

and the stylest one of all.....

2007-06-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

this is anice song with beautiful lyrics..everytime I hear this song, it reminds me of my past love life..but I know there's absolutely no way Im gonna go back to my ex-es..I guess time does this to everyone..u know,Ive been single for 4 years plus..last relationship was in sec 3..
so everytime I see those couples,I feel for them..Im sure al u single peeps out there too feel like u need to be loved..just remmeber my advice,SEX kills..haha..no lah..the right time and spousse for a relationship will come..be patient..

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

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2007-06-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

Updated..hmm.. just halfway through the CREACT report..i feel fucked up this few days.donow why ah.. at least just now someone was there to cheer me up..Izyan.she waved at me.I melted..anyway,here are the pix…

Holiday

2007-06-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

I will be away from tomorrow till thursday..anyway, had a fun outing today at Seoul Garden..though it started out lousy,it eneded on a good note..haha..
ate for the first time at Seoul Garden..had to cook on my own..but thanks to Khai,Bah n Najib for helping me..haha..
n yup,tomorrow Ill be leaving..so take care to all u guys..one last important thing.yesterday,I went to the gym..then I go the water cooler and play2 with the female toilet's lights..I knew Izyan was there..haha..so like playing a prank on her..then after about 5 times,she ran out..n said in her ever husky and manly voice..eh, wrong vocab words used..sultry,sweet,act cute but really cute voice,"Nas,i scared u noe"..n she beat me..haha..i melted right there and then sia..haha..piuwitt..lol..okie then..packing bag now..peace people..
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reply to taggers:lazy lah reply.u all continue the good job..haha..

A song that made me cry..

2007-06-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hands held high by Linkin Park..this song really touched me..knowing that some people are out there suffering in the war..doesnt matter if they are Muslims or Jews..or perhaps the American soldiers fighting in Iraq..the thing is that "when the rich wage war,its the poor who dies"..this quote shall remain in me forever..the lyrics are nice..i have lost my will to continue..

Recap of this week

2007-06-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

well, this week started on a bad note..the first thing on monday,sprained my thumb..haha..
then had a lousy outing with the stupid Plant Design test..so sucky man that paper..
some more cannot go gym..hais..
Thursday was even more suay..tear my ear..but I hope it will be oryt ah..lol..but was made up when I played a prank on my daughter,Fiza..haha..her laughter..oh my god..undescribable..
n yesterday,had a great dance to put up for my peeps..haha..thanx Cher Sung for volunteering too..lol..
just now met Izyan.oh,the ever sweet and gorgeous Izyan..but maybe I dun even think I can get her..lol..
well,i guess this week, there are some ups n downs..hmm..
gonna so miss the classes..esp 21 and 22..n my 2 daughters, Fiza and Joyce..n my darling lin li..n my few angels..hais..aiyah..everyone ah..everyone will be missed..at least theres some solace..meeting my class on Wednesday for outing..c ya then..
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P.S: irsyad,upload the dancing video..lol..

Videos..haha..more to come..

2007-06-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

A fight in the lab..nothing better to do..

a deleted scene from Shrek 3..u noe,the part where Fiona has sex with Shrek..taken out to give a PG rating..but with this scene, it was supposed to be a M18 movie..

training video for those cops wanna-bes out there..haha..its agreat video..just dun get ur head stuck between the doors.

Important...

2007-06-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

There is an important announcement that I ahve to make..
From this moment onwards, Im sorry to say that my days as a stuntman are over..Ive sprained my ankle,thumb and parts of my body have been kicked about and I think its time that I stop this dangerous job for the sake of my darling and two daughters,Joyce and Fiza.. for my darling,Im sorry for the heartstopping moments..but this experience of my ear being torn has brought me to life and thus, Im dissappointed to say that my days as a stuntman are over..but Ill still be the joker as always..no worries about that..
and tonight, had a great prank to play on Fiza..muahaha..her laughter is damn worse than a hyena..u noe those animals who laugh..she's worse than their laughter..lol..she told me that she was waiting for a call and so I used my house phone to call her..since she didnt know my number, I pretended to be that someone who was calling her..haha..I imitated a female voice and she was like laughing all the time..so rude..wat happened if that was reli a girl's voice..lol..and yup..after I revealed to her my true identity, she laugh like hell..n i mean it..
ok,so end of my story here..important thing is I have done my best as a stuntman,from probing deep into Imran's ass to making a girl cut her hair due to my chewing gum,I have achieved what I dreamt,and that was rolling down a stairs..
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Injury...

2007-06-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

ok ok..people have been pestering me to update..especially vdk..haha..
today started off with me following vdk to the polyclinic to change his referral to hospital..then met up with my primary school fren..haha..
then went school..had tutorial..then during the first break(12-1)..something happened to me..a horrific injury happened to the entertainer that would change his life forever..haha..no lah..
went to the library to print out stuff..then otw to the next class,while going down the stirs,I had sudden urge to like roll down the stairs..u noe those type at the movies..style rite..wanted to do so at the library but got many people there..so one clever idiot(seems contradicting rite..) suggested that we do it in the lecture thetare..so off we wwnt there..
"perfect!!"i ssaid to myself..after stretching allt hat crap,i started to roll down the stairs..everything seemed fine until my head hit the table..i felt dazed but I got up and said "Im ok Im ok.."..n i really felt fine..
then i wiped the side of my head and saw blood..haha..Bah then checked my side of the head and lo n behold..saw that my ear was torn..haha..the outermost top part was torn..haha..then I felt pain..wan see video,contact Irsayd and Bah and vdk..they have the video..lol..of my torn ear..its gross..but i just hope that ill be ok ah..lol..2 injuries in 1 week..suay sia..first my ankle(one month ago)..then my thumb..now ear..hais..
then during class, we had fun disturbing Fiza..i made her angry so i made a rap and poem for her..with the help of Bah and vdk..thanx peeps..
heres the poem...
I disturb u hari hari
But everytime I see u,Iwant to lari.
I just want to say Im sori
As an apology,Im willing to go to school wearing a sari..haha..here's the rap..;p..

uh uh uh..
all the niggas in the house say "Curly hair"...
(curly hair..)..
say Queck Queck..
(queck queck..)..

Yo Fiza
anak Zakaria
nickname is Querida
she's like Godzilla
pergi pasar
beli pizza
untuk suaminye,Fellipe Massa
kenal tk sapa
tk tau tkpa
Maafkan papa
before kena sepak dgn slipa
klau tk,pergi jalan dah..

haha..there u go..oh yar.I talked to her mum..lol..sori ekh makcik..lol..
kk..the janggut teacher wan me to listen to his lecture..Tay Kheng Siong.feel like plucking his janggut hair sia..lol..take care..
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Fucked up...

2007-06-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

argh..will u people stop disturbing me??can??thank you...

Unlucky me...

2007-06-04T19:43:00.000+08:00

well well well..how unlucky can I be..haha.. just when I thought my day was perfect with me waking up to the sound of my radio which was switched on from yesterday night, I sprained another part of my body..hais..hais..hais..unlucky..
I seem to recall that exactly,EXACTLY one month ago,I sparined my ankle..n that was bad..then today,I sprained my thumb..wow..amazing how life works..
The thing is,I was just playing around in the lecture theatre..went there early..so wanted to make video "Nas episode 5"..so I planned to make a domino effect on the chairs that were there..so i carried two chairs that were stuck together..in an attempt to throw it down..but alas,my thumb gave way, n I fell right to the floor..clutching my throbbing thumb and yelling in pain..I thought I had broken it.haha..cos I couldnt seem to move it..but afetr some time,managed to move it..n then,a test Fluids Mechanic test..n the sprained thumb was on my right hand..so I winced in pain everytime I wrote something down..made a bad joke today till Mr Koh C.A said i was a naughty boy..haha..n then otw home,three IDIOTS kept on disturbing me..hais..childish brats..lol..keep on disturbing me about the coffee that Fiza gave me..haha..jealous ah guys?? Im in love with my darling ok..haha..not Fiza..wahlau..u guys r so mean sia..ok ok..till here then..thanx for the coffee girl..
Suay..unlucky me..
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Answers...

2007-06-02T17:42:00.001+08:00

I feel like helping someone today..that someone would be Fiza..haha..go her blog, and then there will be so many unanswered questions..about life and its meanings.. ill help her respond to it..haha.. nothing better to do..lol..

1. Yes, they do change for good..no idea what u talking about there..haha..
2. yes, life is all about past experiences..they are mistakes which u can learn from..
3. no, pressure will make u crack.. just like in Fluids mechanic B..high pressure,low volume, cracks the pipe..pressuring yourself is way worse than being pressured by others…
4. yes, there are..besides ur family, theres ur friends..who would be there helping u with ur problems if they don’t care for you..
5. your true friends are those who will stick with you through ur ups and downs…
6. just for laugh friends are those who don’t stick with u thru ur ups and downs..they just go with the flow..
7. same like answer 5
8. same again..no good u noe ask comprehension questions with the same answer..cannot get marks like that one what.
9. yes, charities..haha..joking..ur friends (true friends) and family will be there..
10. yes,I would..Irsyad would..many would..ur true frinds would..n better still,they will give u advice on ur problems..
11. dream guy??hmm..yes the guy in ur dreams..the one who will appear to you when u r sleeping..
12. true love..yes..its called love that never lies..
13. friends forever?? Hmm..no..people die,u know..its fake.unless, u n ur fren die at the same time, then its called friends forever..
14. pick urself up lah..unless u using a stick,then people come n help u up..but seriously, u should consider picking urself up when u fall aite..
15. dreams come true..often, God makes life have its own mysteries..
16. yes,unless something major goes wrong whereby u disappoint ur parents ah..
17. it doesn’t matter to me cos Im a guy..lol..

Updated...

2007-06-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

Busy busy busy.. yup,that’s all I can say..haha.. just busy with school work.. and im fucked up.. hais..
Oh yar,I got pinched by Dewi.. the doctor took one look at the bruise and shook his head.. I quote his words, “hmm..this bruise must have been done by a force of a humongous bear? Have you been in any contact with one?”.. and to Dewi, feel guilty, real guilty..aite..haha..

Haha..cannot forget yesterday lah..the neighbour class girls..crazy over me..lol.. Ling Li is really crazy lah..donoe wat got into her head.. then yesterday went to the gym..walked there with Seok Han..but I wasn’t feeling well.. so trained for around 45 minutes and then went home..
After dinner, I went to sleep..lol.. around 9 then this morning I woke up at 11.. slept fitfully..what a great sleep..ok then..take care peeps.. c ya around on Monday..

Replies to taggers: dating back to 30 March

Querida: im adorable k..just like my hair..
Adi: astaghfirullah..cannot believe u say those kind of stuff, Haji Adi..mashaallah..istighfar lah adik ku yg tersayang..lol..
VDK..mengarut lah die ni..i have the license to stop the promotion of this explicit video..Im ashamed to be part of it..haha.. and thanks for those sentimental words about the class being boring without me..im so touched..haha..
Hid’me: chey..u came to my blog..lol..good2..n nope,Im not a clown..just a joker..trying to entertain my friends..
Kevin:u again..Wahlau..wan do another video??lol..

Special one for Dewi: oh yeah..pinch me again and u will see what happen to you..haha.. no lah, I don’t hit girls..i make them cry..muahahahahahaha..evil me!!!

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Happy Birthday botak guy!!!!

2007-05-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

Yo yo..
All the botaks in the house sae hell yeah..
(hell yeah)
say hell no
(hell no)
listen ya’ll, got a special rap for this botak guy..
ah ah ah,Nas in the house..

Yo Adi,
Pergi Haji,
Come back never mandi,
Never berus gigi,
Like to eat cili padi
Berak hari hari,
Kene tulis poem lagi,
Psl bdae sugar daddy…

Haha..hows my rap dude??rock on..19 years old..haha..abang Adi,oh abang Adi..haha..semoga Allah panjangkan umur ko k sampai bleh tengok cucu cicit aku kahwin..haha..take care bro..n njoy ur dae..
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Happy Birthday to my best gym buddy...

2007-05-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to you dude..Anand that is..here's a rap for you..

Yo yo yo..
niggas in the house..listen up ya'll

Body big very nice,
Small dick close your eyes,
Who's bdae same like my aunt?
Who else if not Anand...

haha..
$2.50 from now onwards bro..to the gym we go..muahaha..I still have 5 months to savour the $1.50 entry...haha..1 buck makes a big diffrence sia..
n yup..a new virtual pet..a chick this time..since fiza found my tiger boring cos it can only eat, this version of Nash 2 can hop if u click on it..haha..and its cute too..lol..so enjoy..monday start school,n u shall see a new me..smiling me..haha..smile smile smile 24 hours..cos apparently this someone sae my face action..haha..nemind..smile is sedekah..haha..
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E learning

2007-05-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ok..
Well, hello peeps.. now this week is E learning week.. so no school..
Yippee..haha.. n todays was my dad’s birthday.. so went to Polar at Bukit panjang to buy the cake.. met Egg Yolk Whye there.. haha.. her dad and sis bdae today.. hmm..
And yeah, I got a new feature of my blog..
Meet Nash.. n that’s the name of my tiger.. that name was cropped up when my lecturer miscalled me by that name.. Wahlau, so malu leh that time..haha..
I have just finished my e learning.. yeah.. left out Plant design.. that’s a crap module.. lol..
And I have 8 reports to do by next week.. here they are:

1. Plant Visit (8/6)
2. GEMS skit( week 11)
3. microbio report
4. plant design assingmnet
5. Fluids mechanic report experiment 5
6. fluids mechanics report experiment 4
7. Environmental engineering report on pollution of air
8. CREACT ethylene report

Woah, so many huh??haha.. okies then..take care..peace people..
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Profanity laden post..Please proceed with caution...

2007-05-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

Where the fuck is it??
My fucking thumbdrive!!!
I know I “safely remove” it…
Now its missing..
Bad mood this week..
Feel so fucked up and stressed out from the ever mountainous reports that Ive got to fucking do..
Peeved, tired sleep and fucked..
That’s how I feel..
Worst fucking week..
Thought I could chill after finishing the fucking FLMECB report. Now this fucking shit happens..
Argh!!!
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Snakes

2007-05-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

Im not the star of this video..haha..the snake is..

Great video..by ME!!! courtesy of Bah.. n Irsyad for uploading it..

2007-05-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

Type "crazy pianist,Nasrun"...
more to come..haha..

Monday Blues

2007-05-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday,I sprained my ankle... badly..

played soccer actually.. then while trying to block Adi's shot, my left leg gave up and crumpled underneath me..thus, the extent of the injury..
yesterday,walked the whole day with a limp.. at night,went to a nearby clinic.. to get Xray taken.. doctor said:
"well,Nas,ur ankle is badly sprained..as u can see,(showing me the Xray thingy..) ur muscle is twisted so basly until ur ankle is now supprted by the bone only..usually,it is supported by muscles,but it is now literally hanging by the bone.."
haha..i laughed my ass out at that moment..he wanted to give me MC for today and cructhes too,but nope..Nas is a strong guy..haha..lol..
okie then..get well soon,Nas..haha..
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Love this song..

2007-05-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

wow..my 3rd post for the day.. this is what happens when I blog everything at one go..

2007-05-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

Im in love with someone..

1) she's white..
2) sexy, alluring, seductive..
3) everytime I c her, its a must to hold her, carress her and play with her..
4) shes my one and only true love..
5) she has only 4 buttons on her everyday..

She is Adi's PSP..haha..I rily wan Adi's PSP..its the game actually, FIFA Street 2..haha..someone buy for me a PSP...
haha..Nas and his dreams..

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Hey hey hey...

2007-05-06T18:10:00.001+08:00

Ok..4 things to do..
Firstly,hello..
N secondly,wats up??
Thirdly, happy Birthday to Nazilah..
Lastly, to anand and Irsyad, Im updating on my life..

Ok,whats up?? Ive been doing great.. just came back from the gym with Anand.. trained on my chest and biceps..hais.. met a guy there.. whos got a girlfriend who is damn hot.. sizzling hot.. maybe ill try to steal her away..haha.. no lah, I not that cruel leh.. she smiled at me leh, haha.. amazing rite??a girl smiling at a guy..kk.. it’s a once in a lifetime opportunity..
Ok, schoolwise now.. basically doing ok ah.. concentrating is a must in class, nut my jokes seem to be coming out of my mouth everytime..haha.. cant be helped lah, once a joker, always a joker..lol..
Last Friday, I did something bad.. I broke Bah’s back..argh..we were trting to rape each other..haha.. no lah, just I think sparained his back..
Oh yar, there was this one time, a guy fainted in the MRT at Clementi station.. I applied CPR to him..wow..amazing huh??
A guy and a guy kissing?? Me giving him the kiss of life..haha.. this girl in my class, Xiao Fang, she is different.. she gives the Kiss of Death.. figure it out..hmm..
No lah, didn’t do anything to the fainted guy lah..haha.. before I could whip out my clothes and kneel down to give CPR, he woke up..maybe he was afraid of me.. haha.. no idea lah..
Tomorrow school start at 12.. but playing soccer earlier..
Okie dokie then.. n Fiza,let Irsyad sit beside u please..haha..
2nd post coming up.. about my love for someone..
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Thanks for the memories..hottest music video..

2007-04-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

Year 2

2007-04-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

Okie dokie.. Year 2 has officially started. Haha. And its quite stressful.
Ive been busy lately, making the class laugh. Haha. I see like ever since the new year start, I become more active ah. Haha. Maybe its good,maybe its bad. Who knows.
First week very the slack. Except that I kinda hate my Fluids Mechanics B lecturer. And wow, he’s my class tutor too, some kind of my form teacher. Can die man.
Hmm. I like Edison and Cheah Sim Moh. Quite fun ah both of them. More like Mok from year 1. haha.
Well,tonight’s gonna be Man U and Milan match up. A big match. And many defenders are in the sick bay. Haha. So will be a makeshift defence. And from what I heard, Owen is coming. Oh my god!!! Michael Owen.. crap to me,useless player. Don’t buy him Ferguson, please!!! Torres or Morientes also can.
K then. Gtg..
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Yo!!!

2007-04-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps. Just got home from the gym. See, can still make time for gym. Haha. Only because today’s practical was cancelled.
And yup, my timetable’s is damn f**ked up. And im so stress!!argh.. Don’t know whats happening to me.
Today’s lessons were quite fun. Had lecture at a mass lecture theatre. And I saw you, Querida. Haha.
And I can’t log in into the SAS, my mail, Blackboard. So f**king pissed off man. Ok then. Got to get some sleep for tonight’s match. Go Man U, U shall win the Treble.
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WOW!!!

2007-04-11T12:31:00.000+08:00

one(1) word to describe it all..
three(3) alphabet to mark tis special post..
WOW!!!
amazing huh.. Manchester United.. 7-1..against Roma..truly magnificent..worth waking up and shouting "goal" whenever Man U scored,waking my family up..haha.. cannot believe the shocked look on my father's face when he woke up to see the half time score.. 4-0..
ok then..take care..n to Totti, FILLA PUTTA...
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SCHOOL IS GONNA START SOON!!!!!

2007-04-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

Updated auntie Linda..haha..this gerl I just met ah..haha.. very the funny ah she.. met her thru friendster..haha.. she’s funny, a great friend to have..haha..
but remember, nothing ah fellows..especially Khairul,Irsyad and Anand..this few friends of mine..damn buggers..
Over the weekend, watched Blood diamond and The Departed.. VCDs.. two of the best movies of 2006..rite,it came out in 2006 rite?? Haha..quite nice..maybe gonna buy Blood Diamond DVD..its worth the money..great movie..
School is going to start soon. And my timetable is damn hectic. Looks like I’ve got no time for gym. And that really sucks. Haha. But what to do. Always thought poly life was flexible and great. Its great alright but flexibility wise, sucks. You see, every Friday will have class from 8 till 12.. then 3 start lesson again..argh!! So frustrating man.. And im stuck in school most days till 5.. only Wednesday then I free..finish at 12.. so looks like I’ll have to go gym at night ah..
Haha..lisening to the radio..n something funny just came up..this guy, Amri was calling the deejay,Carrie, then he was like shouting on the phone..haha.. carrie ask y, he say his mum wants him to pray..hah.. teenagers nowadays..
Nowadays already going gym in the wee hours of morning. Haha. With the aunties and uncles. And Im gonna miss Anand.. my one and only Indian friend.. haha. will miss the gay relationship we have. haha. Looks like I gotta go gym alone now.and bugger, when want the cookies and cream supplement.. so late u noe this Indian friend of mine.. my supplement finish in about 3 weeks, his about 3 months..haha..
Ok then.. happy tk Auntie Linda??update oreadi..hmm..okies then..take care..c ya peeps around..
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What Ive done.. NOTHING...haha...

2007-04-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

The new Linkin Park song..rock dude...

HEY!!!

2007-04-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

hey fellows..sorry ah..never update for so long..kinda busy ah nowadays..hmm..
My maid was sent back to Indonesia so now Im in charge of the house matters.. n I operated the washing machine for the first time..ain't that cool..haha..
n I learn how to cook rice ah..haha..life without a maid is kinda hard..donnoe how my friends without maid survive..but Im trying to cope wih that for one moe week.. cos the new maid coming next Tues..lol..
hmm..everyday, starting from yesterday, have to wake up at 6.00 to send my two sistas to school..then come home, must vacuum the whole house, mop the floors, wash clothes from the previous day, wash toilets..haha..toilet part quite fun..jut throw the toilet cleaner around and then scrub the floor..quite slippery so can slide..haha..but today, I slid too many and fell..haha..but luckily not hurt so bad..hmm..
n I can only g to the gym so early in the morning..haha..with the apeks and nyonyas..n me, a young fit guy..chey..haha..k then..gtg..n yeah I got my GEMS,Know ur temperemental blends..haha..

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Howdie

2007-03-19T20:19:00.001+08:00

Okie dokie.. sorry to anand ah for me not updating..been kinda busy lately..painting the toilet ah..bloody neighbours upstairs keep on washing their clothes late into the night and then causing my toilet ceiling paint to flake off.. One good thing is that im being paid to do this job..yippee..ain’t that great..haha..
And sorry to my peeps.. the job didn’t get though ah..sorry guys.. ok,back to square one.. On Saturday got a pleasant surprise when I stopped by Mac for my daily meat protein..haha.. Saw Branesh, Yolk Whye and Evelyn there, my ex 4/8 classmates..God, how I miss them..lol..
Bra has really slimmed down a lot..could not recognize him at first glance..and I keep calling him “Anand” though his name is Thanesh cos Anand is the only Indian guy I hang out with..haha..practically no other Indian guys want to be my friend..haha..
Yolk Whye called me fat..haha..but she took back her words when she saw my pictures of me posing in my handphone..haha.. Evelyn was mugging for the exams..aww.. pretty sad for the JC students ah..they seem at odds with the hectic schedule of JC life..haha..
Ok..so next year will be in Year 2.. my my, how fast time flies..seems to me like just yesterday, I was born..haha..no lah, seems like just got my O level results and now im in 2nd year..wow!!! amazing huh?? I vow to improve in my studies and one day hope to get a scholarship into university.. I don’t care if its local or overseas as long as it is a university..heck..lol..
Ok then..gotta go..peace people..
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Results

2007-03-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

Ok peeps.. wassup…

First things first,WOW!!! My tagboard is so full of people spamming..haha.. especially the fer de lance guy.. must block his IP ah…haha..
Just got my results and I must say that I’m quite contented with it. I got one A and 5 B and 1 C…
The one that im most happy about is the extra diploma thingy that im taking, CEM(Cert in Engineering Maths)..
Remember my post last time, the one where I broke down and cried cos I failed the test and my family problems bugging me was the reason. And I got a B for the module, which I think is quite miraculous. Haha. Thank Allah for his guidance and help He gave me. Hmm… yup,that’s all I wanna sae.
Just tired and bored with the holidays. Can rot at home man. Argh!!! I need a job.
Help!!!
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Ongoing List

2007-03-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

The list goes on for those who keeps on bugging me about Fiza…

Anand
Amin
Irsyad
Taufiq

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Update on Nas Life

2007-03-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps.. wassup.. Been working at Expo for the past week as a packer for some handphone stuff.. Quite fun ah.. Get to do ur job with ur frens.. But the transport costs are like **** man..darn it.. $2.40 per trip..on the MRT some more, cannot sit my *** down..haha..

One thing that’s bugging me is that I’m deaf in one year..yippee…haha.. Water enter my ear lah..haha.. cos that day, I was down with a fever so I woke up around 5 in the morning wash my hair to cool my hot head… then went to sleep and I guess water drip down into my ear.. darn..haha.. then some more I got fever then make it some what worse..haha.. but what to do, this is life mah..haha.. have its ups and downs..

Oh yar, got this auntie ah at my workplace.. so funny man.. her name’s Auntie Kim..n got another auntie named Auntie “Nancy”.. the reason its in inverted commas is cos we don’t know her real name.haha.. weird right?? And she doesn’t speak English but understands it.. she speaks Chinese but doesn’t understand it.. another weird thing..haha..

Ok..last thing I wanna make.. to Irsyad and Khai, querida or fiza is juz some one I met online k..nothing funny ah guys..keep disturbing me sia..crazy gays..haha.. and im gonna start posting videos..hot n sexy videos…crap lah..music videos.. so easy sia.. just copy and paste the embed thingy..lol..my bro taught me and Im gonna put what has been taught to good use.. and u noe the small thingy music video underneath my tagboard?? That one also easy to do, just copy and paste the embed thingy from youtube and err… err.. hmm.. go ask someone else ah, I forget oreadi..haha.. n my bro not around..haha.. when I learn oreadi then I continue.. woohoo.. I can post music videos.. I noe im slow at these stuff so be patient..haha..

kk.. peace out guys..love ya..eww..only the gerls lah..love ya as frens.. n guys, bye bye!!!

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Keep your hands off my girl(although I dont have one..haha..)

2007-02-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

Best Music Video ever...

2007-02-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

2007-02-21T09:27:00.000+08:00

Hey guys… sorry its been a long time( long meh…considering I never even update during the exam period..haha..) hmm..well, its been a sick week for me..
Valentines day, nothing happening for me..haha.. Single life mah..haha.. then last Sunday the first day of the Lunar New Year, I had fever.. 38.6.. my mum wanted to bring me to the hospital but I dun want..haha.. stubborn son.. so took one long night sleep and voila, Nas was back to his best.. seems like I have the special powers the woman has in Heroes..haha.. yesterday went to JB( the place where got a lot of snatch theft) to catch 2 movies.. back to back literally, although different theatres.. Epic Movie and Ghost Rider.. nice movie both of them.. would give Epic 3/5 stars and ghost Rider 4.5/5…haha.. then ate and shopped there and went home sweet home..hmm..
Today went to the gym with Anand, Kamen and my bro..trained on my chest..yeah..haha..
Ok then.. till here.. oh yar, must listen to the song The River by Good Charlotte and Avenged Sevenfold..nice song..take care peeps..

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Cool Video

2007-02-09T11:02:00.000+08:00

Baesic Engelish Mistaked

2007-02-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guys..went to Bangkok during the Decembr holidays.some mistakes found which I found funny..haha..no disrespect to Thais..even though they were like wimps when they walked out..

Welcome back,Blog...

2007-02-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! Exams are finally over..here are the list of modules that I took this semester and the grades I am expecting to get…

Character Development: something that’s got to do with building up ur character… a crap module…

Grade: A (Chidambaram, my teacher, promised us an A)

Analytical and Physical Chemistry: duh.. Chem. lah…

Grade: B+(confident ah..haha..Chem being my main expertise)

Chemical Process Principles A: physics..load and loads of numbers and calculation)

Grade: B

Critical Reasoning Skills: bullshit teacher + bullshit module contents = lousy grade

Grade: C

Materials in Practice: great module..test can all copy..teacher like shit but easy to manipulate..haha..

Grade: B+

Applied Electrical and Electronics: electricity, wires…all crap things to me…

Grade: C

Calculus II: don’t even give a damn about this module..just failed the first test…49/100 and now the exam oso screwed.. screw the module…

Grade: D…yeah…can drop this CEM thingy…

Short and Sweet post

2007-01-11T10:09:00.000+08:00

Exams around the corner

No time to blog

Revise

After exams, then start...

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3 things you didnt know about me!!!

2006-12-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

1:
I have air sickness...bluek..
2:
I have fears of taking off..something happened to me in the past which I don wanna talk about which changed my life..so literally, on the flight to and from Bangkok, was squeezing my bro hands..haha..how I wished it had been Kate Lai's hands,so soft and tender..
3:
I have sea sickness... funny huh??was in NCC Sea unit and yet have this stupid thing...haha..lame me..

ok then..
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Bangkok part II

2006-12-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

Day 3:
Tiring day of all 4 days..endured a 2 hour bus journey to Pattaya..went there to see a Thai cultural show.. got Thai dancing and then Muay Thai.. thought real one then suddenly it was a staged one..cos got children mah..part of the cultural show..waste my time sia..haha.. then watched an elephant show..
Seriously,was freaking disgusted by the show.. pure torture for me.. elephants made(forced,taught) to bow down as a way to say thank you, shooting darts to balloons, kicking football, basketballs.. terrible ight.. no rights to the elephants.. never mind k.once I complete my GEMS, I qualify as a lawyer and I fight for your rights..haha.. 6 ,moths already forced to act..bastard man the humans there.. really pure criminals, hardcore criminals..
Enough then about protecting animals.. thenheaded for a pasar malam, something like that ah.. bought nothing there..so cheap yet not nice the clothes there..dinner time at a local restaurant then headed to Suan Lum Night Bazaar where more shopping was to be done.. bought my Man U jersey there ah.. then my mom bought some other stuff.. got home, eh wrong, into the hotel room at 11..so tired..touchdown and slept like a baby..haha..

Day 4:
Last day..free and easy day..haha.. woke up later as usual, around 8..cos got no morning call.. breakfast then holed up in the room till 12..then started packing my stuff.. check out at 1.. then went to the airport, the new Bangkok one..service was very good..
Goodbye Bangkok..welcome home,Nasrun…haha.. took Tiger Airways again..a budget airline again..haha.. Kate Lai…one of my air stewardess name..so pretty and tall..haha..beautiful name oso. Kate!!!lai lai.. haha..don play with my future wife name lah..haha..got to touch her hand when I accidently rushed forward to grab the coke I ordered..and oso she smiled at me!!! Smiled you know..haha.. then reached Singapore around 930… then home sweet home..
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Bangkok part 1

2006-12-25T20:32:00.000+08:00

Hey guys…im back from Bangkok.. was kinda fun ah..haha.. Bangkok has the worst traffic of all times.. the situation there really sucks man..haha..mean no disrespect to Thais..haha..was expecting tosee some hot Thai chick..as you know, Tata Young is one hot sexy Thai momma and boy do Thai girls follow her footsteps..haha..might even marry one someday..haha..Nas crapping..
Bought a Manchester United jersey for only 25 bucks..haha..original some more..maybe ah..donnoe..
Kinda tired ah..4 days and three nights..
Day 1:
Budget airline..aiyah..the package wants us to take budget airline..i cannot say anything..haha..Tiger Airways.. at 255 in the afternoon.. reached Bangkok around 4 plus ah..Bangkok is 1 hour behind Singapore.. that means ah that when it was just 6 there, its already dark..haha..checked into a 4 star hotel.. First Hotel Bangkok.. shared the same room with my bro.. my mum and two sis shared the other room.. then watched TV till around 7 plus..took dinner at the hotel..then again into the room to sleep..haha..jetlag ah..imagine ah, 2 hours on a plane without moving your ass..

Day 2:
Woke up at 6..(btw the times here are in Bangkok style..haha..style??time zone lah..)ok..had breakfast then headed to Chaopaya River for a cruise or something like that..river cruise ah..watch the ships passing by..watch boats transporting people to a designated point whereby they will take the bus to work..haha..quite weird huh..hmm..then after that went to a leather wholesale market..bought nothing. The wallets there cost a million bucks(just an expression).. stingray skins, elephants, crocodile..animal cruelty sia..
After that went to Dreamworld.. something like Disneyland ah..took three rides only..cos it wasn’t that much fun ah.. took the Viking.. there, a girl at the opposite end kept looking at me..quite pretty ah..haha.. around the same age like me..i also felt quite compelled to look..forced to ah..haha..Then got close up to her..see nearby, donwan oreadi..cos look like guy sia..i tink go sex change before..haha..lame me..after that went to lunch.. btw, muslim food there is sop hard to find man.. even Mcdonalds, Swensen, KFC not halal..weird right..maggi noodles oso at 7-11 oso cannot find any halal one..hmm.. then went to MBK..the acronym I know, the long form donnoe how to spell..something like Taka in Singapore..bought some shirts there.. quite fruitful shopping ah..haha.. dinner time was at 8.. so freaking hungry sia..then went back to hotel and sleepy dreamy time..zZzZzZ…
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Mission accomplished

2006-12-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. mission accomplished.. need for speed carbon is done..wohoo.. haha.. oh well, Irsyad, what I said was right.. I completed by this weekends..and what u said was true.. it was kinda difficult..haha..hmm..
Just finished watching a rented VCD.. stay alive.. quite scary.. its funny how when the person die in the game, u will die the same way in real life..haha.. remembering what my bro told me.. when playing need for speed or burnout, the way u crash the car will be the way u die in real life when u drive ur own car..haha.. lame lah this brader of mine..seow..
Oh yar, anyway, congrats to SPSC(Singapore Poly Sports Club) for winning their final match against SUSU..oops..wrong..SPSU.. haha..was there to cheer on my peeps (Adi, Khai, Bah, Amin).. yup..Adi scored..woohoo..n I saw his gerlfren..haha..Nana.. I hugged ur boifren..n gave him a flying kiss..haha.. jealous??I hope not.. Btw, Adi going to becum Haji Adi..going for his pilgrimage in a few days time..wish u all the best bro.. take care.. n stay alive..haha..how cruel of me..doa kan aku k..haha..
Went to the gym just now..shoulders.. hais..my body’s getting sculpted beautifully..haha..
Really trying to buff up to look good..haha..n btw, the bridge has collapsed..the eagle has left its nest.. Elvis Presley has left the building.. try to guess the meaning behind those words of wisdom.. ok then..wanna watch Jin Tucker must die..another VCD that I rented..haha..
Take care peeps..c ya ard..holidays now..no school..gym all the way.. haha..n any lobangs 4 the tuition werk I was asking for?? Ill up the commission to 40%..haha..
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To Irsyad:

2006-12-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

im gonna complete NFSC by this weekend..can u believe this bugger..he completed the carreer mode in just 5 days..damn it man..haha..n ive been playing it for around 1 week plus..haha..so we made a bet..this weekend or non stop pestering from Irsyad..haha..watch ur words..
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Untitled

2006-12-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Hrmm.. its been kind of long since I updated this..sorry.so many stuff going on in my head.. For instance, Cher Sung the pervert has taken a leaf out of my book..(as they say..damn it..whos “they”??) he has asked a gerl for her number..wooho!!!haha.. brave Cher Sung.. Remember, Cher Sung the pervert…haha..pity that gerl..haha..how cruel of me..haha.. sorry bro..
N from what Im hearing, WaiKit has a gerlfren..hes attached..this came from a reliable source..haha..
Last day of school tomorrow.. yippee!!!haha..would be going to Bangkok for my sex change operation.. oh, didn’t you guys know?? I feel kinda emotionally attached to the female side..haha.. (btw, did u noe that when u were an egg, before the genes enter, ur body takes the form of a female..thast y men have nipples..read this from a book..ask Irsyad for more info..)hmm..no lah..holidays there..departing on 20th..back on 23..wanna get a job ah..part time..anyone got lobang?? Prefer tuition or anything related to chemistry or Maths..ask ur relatives or wat.u will get commission, don’t worry..haha..20%..haha
A lot of people enter relationship sia nowadays..not like me..im a LOSER..haha..no lah..just that I feel different ah..hmm..
My foot is hurting me man..yesterday, played catching wif my frens ah..Amin,Bah,Irsyad..in the dark..at a lecture theatre.. so u can imagine how dark and fun it was..fell down when Irsayd was trying to catch me..haha..he wore black sum more..so kinda difficult to see him..haha..
N my left knee ligament torn..argh..haha..cnt run for the moment..early this year, right knee..stopped running for 6 months to let it recover..now left..damn..too much running and doing strenuous exercise at the gym ah..
Haha.. n yeah!!!I can carry 75 kg for chest press..woohoo..haha.. just came back from the gym..trained on back and triceps.. regulars were there.. quite fun ah..best gym session ever.. REASON: gerls at the swimming pool..orange bikini..so u noe wat happened next..haha..put 5 guys together and a hotdog shop opens up there..haha..lame joke..
kk..wanna study for CPPA..physics..hmm..btw, got 48(I tink) for my APChem..haha..pro pro pro..
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SpEcIaL dAy...

2006-12-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Finally, home sweet home..haha.. had my APChem test today..Kinda easy and straight forward..nothing much to complain about..first thing I came home, went to the computer and play games..haha..still havent bathe..haha..no lah..which idiot after perspiring like hell doesn’t want to get a refreshing and cold bath.. enjoying my second last week of school..next week last week then it’s the holidays..hmm..
Today was sort of a special day for me..haha..came down to school quite early..we had a Meltdown Fair..something to create awareness of different customs and religions ah.. my role was to promote our ketupat stall ah..so I was like shouting and shouting promoting my class stall..haha..then came across two girls ah..one the name I donnoe..the other Haryati..shd be ah..that’s wat she wrote down..haha..so they were not from SP, so I played around ah.. ask them to write their emails and telephone number..haha.. actually, asked them to do that to get their numbers ah..haha..wat a gd trick huh??haha..lol..
Then got Haryati number..so right now still messaging her..haha..trying to get to know her better..from wat I know, shes quite sweet and caring..kind and friendly also ah..haha..
Such a coincidence leh..yesterday I blog about relationships and how im trying to wait for the right time to start a relationship..haha..but I still wanna get to know her better..c lah how things werk..haha.. another coincidence thing is that around 1 month ago, blogged about wat im looking for in a gerl..haha..Haryati has fulfilled several qualities..haha..lol..lets juz wait and see lah..
Ok then..wanna get started on Need For Speed Carbon..on my PS2..the bugger Irsyad, although started the career mode later than me has completed it..darn..haha..and I still around 40% completed..haha..ok then..to Haryati:if you come across my blog,(haha..wats the probability??),leave a comment aite..
Quote for the Day: It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye

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Random Post

2006-12-05T21:23:00.000+08:00

Ok..so its been one hell of a week..so bored right now.. hmm.. long time oso never update my blog..
Ok..wanna summarise up the past events happening..nothing much actually..got my AE&E test back..quite contented with the results..41/50..i know, I know..pro mah me..haha..
Quite surprising since I don’t know a shit about electricity..ok..this blog is dedicated to Anand..the only fit Indian guy that I know.besides Ram..haha..but Ram is a Muslim..Ramadan..lol..
He wants me to talk about what I see in a relationship..wat a geek Anand is..haha..
Ok..this is to u bro..
A relationship to me, I feel is when a guy likes a gerl and they start going out together..that’s wat I think is important..a guy has to love the girl as if shes his whole life..he has to take care of her well being, shower her with love and care..that’s how a guy should treat a girl..and then the girl must also repay the guys faithfulness..by doing ahem..haha..ur head lah..not that thing lah perverts..btw, Cher Sung is a pervert..for the CRS topic he came up with the topic, “Should pornography be legalized in Singapore?”..weird right..haha..
To me the girl should also refrain from mixing around guys..cos the guy has taken enough measures to stop mixing around and flirting with other girls wat..so I feel that the girl should also do the same thing..hmm..actually, wondering y Anand wants me to write this topic..maybe cos its been a long time since ive gotten into a relationship..haha..
Kinda miss the time when I get to feel warmth and comfort from hugging my girlfriends..haha..not that I want to now anyway..still gotta long way to go before I get into a relationship..actually not that long ah..haha..only waiting for the right girl and right moment..it actually feels good to snuggle up to someone u really love and hold them tight as if u never wanna let them go..yucks..gross..imagine holding them close even if they never bathe..haha..but true love will always prevail..
Then some bad points of a relationship that I hate is when the couple has to break up..its not nice to have to loving people breaking up after being in love for a long time..it takes time for love to develop and it seems to me sucha waste to let it go down the drain..i hate it when I picture that scene..but feelings change as time goes by..i hope that one day, when I do get into a serious relationship, I wouldn’t want to go to that scene ever..hmm..so any future wife of mine whos reading this blog(haha..fat chance..wats the probability…), copy and paste the sentence above to show me in the future should I go through that stage of a relationship..haha..lame me..i also hate two timers.. and those who run away to another partner after breaking up..its kind of a disgraceful act to do..haha..hmm.. its as if that the previous relationship didn’t mean a thing to them.. its like as if relationships are like games to them..im not putting the blame on anyone..only thing is that it was such a coincidence that Anand ask me to write on this topic..
Quote for the day: Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop
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P.S: thanx Anand for the topic…

what a week part II...

2006-11-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

Ok..thanx for watching News Five tonight..haha..watching the news right now ah..haha..ok..so after laughing at my previous post about me crying, rejoice.cos ure gonna laugh again.. haha..
Ok..Saturday..25 November..shall always remember that day..whereby I almost lost my handphone..u guys noe that Im very protective of my phone..y, some of u may ask?? Cos there are some videos that are starred by me..im an actor..and awful lots of females are in it..haha..such as my sis and mum..haha..pervertic minds,all of u..
Hmm..so Saturday went to Kallang river for CIP.. “involves” picking up rubbish, that’s wat they wrote in the paper..but no..we got to exercise..haha..cycle around 10 km lydat ah..haha..shd be..hmm..so, I put my hp and water bottle in the basket..then didn’t realise that my bottle was leaking..u noe, I didn’t close the cap properly..so water enter my phone..that time I didn’t realise my phone was spoilt..can still read the time..halfway thru, while eating ice scream, I checked my phone and couldn’t switch it on..everythng went blank in my mind..1st time happening to an innocent boy like me leh..haha..never eva happen before..haha..
Had to key in my Pin and Phone Lock code..cannot.3 tries attempted, PUK code required..damn suay man that day..Khai handphone,K800i, fell of the bike..whole back of phone scratched and battered.boo!!! panicked of course..my 1st high tech phone(to me lah.i very outdated..haha..)..then called the Singtel try to retrieve my PUK code.succeded.. now the part which I dreaded..my phone still couldn work..luckily, one genius down there told me to take out all components and dry the phone inside out..haha..did that and remarkably, few minutes later my phone worked. Thanx genius..wanna noe who??
It’s the powerpoint guy.haha..Irsyad..ok then..getting sleepier..and yeah,congrats Chelsflea for the point..gd game..
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What a WEEK

2006-11-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

Ok..firstly , wanna say a big SORRY to my peepz out there who have been wondering where the hell did the joker disppear to…haha..oh well..been kinda busy lately..so damn sorry ah..
Ok..so this past week have been like hell for me..so many tests coming up..n I did a presentation of powerpoint slides in around 1.5 hours..me n Irsyad worked damn hard to get it going..haha..
Alas, today was the rpesentation..met up with the guys at 730 like always..then had our presentation.i got reasonable marks ah..haha..my voice was trembling all the way when I was doing my presentation..imagine that..haha..Nasrun the boy who got no face and no virginity..eh,wrong word used..haha..shd have been dignity trembling..scared that his presentation going downhill..haha..that’s how it was for me..
Hmm..got an interesting event that happened to me on last Thurs..got my CEM test back..the test I took on Monday,I think..haha..kinda hard..and I failed it..haha..yup..49 out of 100..
Actually got 47..but pearly tried to pull it up..c how gd of a teacher she is..haha..then after got it,I was kinda down..pissed off actually at the two strangers back at home..its because of them that I have difficulty concentrating in school..and also because of this ren of mine whos been acting quite strangely this past few days..kk..shall talk about it later..
The INTERESTING thing is that I broke down..all my emotion took over me..i kinda started crying.haha..imagine if u guys were seeing me crya h,sure u guys will say Nas is crazy..haha..kinda ran into the toilet and started crying..tears fell freely..Khairul saw me and made his way and started comforting me..haha..
Khai: come on Nas..u big fat crybaby…
That’s wat he said..no lah..he told me to forget all my problems and start afresh..my eyes were kinda puffered up like a puffer fish..haha..personally, I would have liked if a girl was comforting me..luckily, no one saw me leaning on Khai shoulder for support while crying..might be a scene in StraightSpinalCord Hill..(Brokeback Mountain for those who don get it..duh..)haha..if a gerl was there such as Ting Ting or Xiao Fang, I would have preferred Guan Pin..haha..
If sae Jesicca Alba or Angelina Jolie, I would have wanted them to kiss me and hug me..feel the cushions on myself..haha..dirty Nas..Anyway,got to pause here for a while..stick around for the next part..haha..
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