I love you,not only for what you are,but for what I am,when I am with you

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Happy yet pissed...thanks...

Mothers day was last Sunday..erm,what can I say?? We are beginning to feel like a family again...


We spent the day just lazing around...then we treated Mummy to KFC and Pizza hut...and I'm beginning to feel like we are a complete family...I guess evryone goes through ups and downs sometimes in their life...What matters is just that we overcome it...


and last Saturday was the first time we went out like a family...albeit that it was late at night,probably at 11...went to terminal 3 to watch the planes here and there...then went to eat at Swensens at terminal 2 cos the earl Swensens at T3 was closed...what type of service is this??haha... reached home at 3...i guess its the latsest i've stayed up with my family...


Its cool you know,being back surrounded by love and care and stuff...haha...sentimental...err,Mother's day shouldn't be just about one day..I guess our parents are the one who have been there for us..


I remember my childhood...was tough for my parents...I was a stubborn young kid...from the pregnancy to the giving birth...stayed in the ICU for few months after birth then scared the hell out of my parents when they found out about my heart murmur...but I guess with Allah's blessing and my parents strongwill,I pulled it throguh...Can't imagine life without them...

So I love you Mummy and Daddy...hehe...


erm...serious matter...rumours are flying around that my group members have been piggy back riding on just one member of our group...it means that we are not doing anything,just over depending on this supposedly "key" member of our group...to those faggots who started this rumour,get your facts right..I'm not trying to demean anyone,but seriously,when I heard that,I was pissed off and I controlled my fucking temper...I'm telling you,I didnt expect this nice friend of mine to say that to my face...I mean,choose your words wisely ah...don't just fucking shoot your mouth anyhow...


How would you like it if you worked your assess off and people say you've been just going with the flow and not doing anything,just over relying on that special someone?? yeah,thats how the three of us are feeling right now because of you faggots insensitive remarks...


So just an advice: Get your facts right...everyone,EVERYONE,each of us put in their best effort...and seirously,the workload is divided equally...it ain't a biased issue...so yeah...

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Howdy fellows...

Hey guys... How are you doing??

so erm...just wanna blog about what Ive been doing for the past few weeks since school started...been having fun with my friends...been lazing around,watching DVD,been spending most of my time on the PSP...and not forgetting FYP...

I seriously think it sucks you know,having to do FYP...I prefer the hands on technicality of attachment...oh,imagine if we had attachment as our FYP...thats gonna be so cool...

So erm,I'm doing good...and I just realised that my "future job" will be either a clown or a pole dancer...jusging from this crap simulation Amin,Bah told me about...I believe that I won't do those jobs except maybe clown...aha,I just love to make people around me laugh with my silly antics...but I gotta tone down ah...Its like,Im 19 years old...haha...but there's still a child in me...so as long as that child does not grow up,I'll just be the same old Nas...cracking up lame pranks and stuff...I feel so appreciated..haha...

watching DVDs...what can I say??almost everyone knows Im hooked to CSI...haha...I see myself becoming a forensic scientist one day...who knows...Its kinda cool,u know,getting to solve mysteries(chey...like real...padahal crime scenes...),erm,lifting fingerprints using superglue vapour and stuff...yeah,maybe one day I will...
and I;ve got several teachers who are seriously,I hope,will add more fun to their lectures...Food Court Lee, and Dr Jin Kai and not forgetting the irresistable Akon..haha..
Phua S.T is hot...I mean she rocks...she really knows how to entertain the calss with her bullying of people...sadistic biatch...haha...erm,and I resolve to keep quiet during Ms phua's class from ow onwards...and yeah,thank God she forgot all about these 100 lines that she asked me,Adi and Bah to write...
so yeah...most of the stuff I worte here is what I do almost everyday....just salcking..I guess the stress factor will come in during 2nd semester...and Man U is gonna do the double..take my word for it...and I'll be specially reserving my celebrations for my dear friend and Chelsea supporter,Raymond!!! :)

yeah...erm,I guess there's a secret and a dark past for everyone...People may not seem who they are after all...so do take note my dear friends...and erm,come on Man U... :)

this Sunday...big day for me...time to let go of the tainted past and fear in me...