BAHRI!!!!

Shahril!!!
Bahri!!!!!

congrats man...u rocked the house just now...seriously...Bahri was good..real good...he got 1st...

and during break just now,I broke down..haha...what a wuss man..no seriously,I cried listening to Bah songs..cos its like real true ah..the emotions,everything that he's going thru now is wat Im going thru also...in front of selcted people only ah...hmm..

I bottle all this emotions up also..thats the fucking problem with me..its in my nature...its natural..thats y...hais..I fucking hate mysef ah sometimes..I tried to change but to no avail...hais..Im having conflicts over my emotions...I dun wanna show it but its like slowly eating away and distancing me from my friends...i dun want that to happen..seriously..thats y i need time to plan ahead..to move on from this fucking mess..a mess that I started and intend to end as soon as possible..I know its not going to end happily..I can feel it..seriously...but u two are not helping me..i dunoe man,either u have no feelings or me or ure just fucked up...ure instead stoking the devil in me,the raging fire of hatred...u cant see it cos I dun show it..u do things that u know will hurt me so yeah,I hope the warning is heeded...I just hope that nothing bad happens from this situation...

anyway,this is a celebratory post for Bahri...Congrats once again bro..seriously...u the man...

+pEaCeOuT+

"The trouble is something felt wrong to me and I had no idea what it was"