Yesterday love was such an easy game to play, today I find myself finding a place to hide

I love you,not only for what you are,but for what I am,when I am with you

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Happy yet pissed...thanks...

Mothers day was last Sunday..erm,what can I say?? We are beginning to feel like a family again...


We spent the day just lazing around...then we treated Mummy to KFC and Pizza hut...and I'm beginning to feel like we are a complete family...I guess evryone goes through ups and downs sometimes in their life...What matters is just that we overcome it...


and last Saturday was the first time we went out like a family...albeit that it was late at night,probably at 11...went to terminal 3 to watch the planes here and there...then went to eat at Swensens at terminal 2 cos the earl Swensens at T3 was closed...what type of service is this??haha... reached home at 3...i guess its the latsest i've stayed up with my family...


Its cool you know,being back surrounded by love and care and stuff...haha...sentimental...err,Mother's day shouldn't be just about one day..I guess our parents are the one who have been there for us..


I remember my childhood...was tough for my parents...I was a stubborn young kid...from the pregnancy to the giving birth...stayed in the ICU for few months after birth then scared the hell out of my parents when they found out about my heart murmur...but I guess with Allah's blessing and my parents strongwill,I pulled it throguh...Can't imagine life without them...

So I love you Mummy and Daddy...hehe...


erm...serious matter...rumours are flying around that my group members have been piggy back riding on just one member of our group...it means that we are not doing anything,just over depending on this supposedly "key" member of our group...to those faggots who started this rumour,get your facts right..I'm not trying to demean anyone,but seriously,when I heard that,I was pissed off and I controlled my fucking temper...I'm telling you,I didnt expect this nice friend of mine to say that to my face...I mean,choose your words wisely ah...don't just fucking shoot your mouth anyhow...


How would you like it if you worked your assess off and people say you've been just going with the flow and not doing anything,just over relying on that special someone?? yeah,thats how the three of us are feeling right now because of you faggots insensitive remarks...


So just an advice: Get your facts right...everyone,EVERYONE,each of us put in their best effort...and seirously,the workload is divided equally...it ain't a biased issue...so yeah...

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Howdy fellows...

Hey guys... How are you doing??

so erm...just wanna blog about what Ive been doing for the past few weeks since school started...been having fun with my friends...been lazing around,watching DVD,been spending most of my time on the PSP...and not forgetting FYP...

I seriously think it sucks you know,having to do FYP...I prefer the hands on technicality of attachment...oh,imagine if we had attachment as our FYP...thats gonna be so cool...

So erm,I'm doing good...and I just realised that my "future job" will be either a clown or a pole dancer...jusging from this crap simulation Amin,Bah told me about...I believe that I won't do those jobs except maybe clown...aha,I just love to make people around me laugh with my silly antics...but I gotta tone down ah...Its like,Im 19 years old...haha...but there's still a child in me...so as long as that child does not grow up,I'll just be the same old Nas...cracking up lame pranks and stuff...I feel so appreciated..haha...

watching DVDs...what can I say??almost everyone knows Im hooked to CSI...haha...I see myself becoming a forensic scientist one day...who knows...Its kinda cool,u know,getting to solve mysteries(chey...like real...padahal crime scenes...),erm,lifting fingerprints using superglue vapour and stuff...yeah,maybe one day I will...
and I;ve got several teachers who are seriously,I hope,will add more fun to their lectures...Food Court Lee, and Dr Jin Kai and not forgetting the irresistable Akon..haha..
Phua S.T is hot...I mean she rocks...she really knows how to entertain the calss with her bullying of people...sadistic biatch...haha...erm,and I resolve to keep quiet during Ms phua's class from ow onwards...and yeah,thank God she forgot all about these 100 lines that she asked me,Adi and Bah to write...
so yeah...most of the stuff I worte here is what I do almost everyday....just salcking..I guess the stress factor will come in during 2nd semester...and Man U is gonna do the double..take my word for it...and I'll be specially reserving my celebrations for my dear friend and Chelsea supporter,Raymond!!! :)

yeah...erm,I guess there's a secret and a dark past for everyone...People may not seem who they are after all...so do take note my dear friends...and erm,come on Man U... :)

this Sunday...big day for me...time to let go of the tainted past and fear in me...

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

April Fool...

Ok... positive response it seems..haha..oh well... updating again...

Erm,been spending the last few days researching...about what,you may ask?? GEMS...thats the topic everyone's talking about...haha... Apparently,some people want GEMS that do not have any tests,just assignments...haha...School starts in 2 weeks time,and I have seen the timetable...pretty slack...

I kind of want a memorable sem for my last GEMS...still remember my first sem of GEMS...had to travel way way far to the buisness block..haha...erm,sidetrack abit....I have started running again...actually,been doing so for the past 3 weeks...building up my stamina for NS...which is like next year...Run from teck whye,through the Bukit Batok then onto a new pak connector linking it all the way to Chua Chu Kang Park....which is like so effing far...but its worth the breathlessness and fitness...around 1 hour of pure running...quitting smoking has definitely improved my stamina...cant be said for my dad...haha...

erm...CAUTION....the next part of this post will be kinda boring and shitty...thus the warning...

Erm,dont know if many of you guys have read about it or watched it,but recently a dutch politician made a 17 minute video called "fitna"...it was termed anti-islamic...U guys can view it on youtube if you want...I have seen it myself,and to me,its kinda unfair to label us as extremists or potray Islam as a violent religion just because some idiots out there are causing pain and destruction to the innocents..one bad apple does not mean the rest are bad what....

Personally,I dont support this extremists or terrorists...for one main reason...They are giving Islam a bad name and giving Muslims out there a hard time whervever they go...
Recently,I watched a documentry regarding Islam and it showed how peaceful Islam was and still is and how it related to our everyday life....Its just greed,craziness and a fetish for the syariah law that motivates all of them like Osama to do these despicable acts...he has not only misinteprated the Holy Quran,but really,to be doing all this in the name of Islam is a big sin...Killing innocents and stuff...

The west too can be faulted...They probably had something to do with the outward injustice brought about to Muslims worldwide...What they are doing to muslims is probably fuelling the anger and hatred towards Westerners...bush invaded Iraq,in search of Weapons of mass Destruction,but where is the evidence of that?? NONE...a hidden motive is to get oil,since US is the top consumer of oil...and the stupid dutch politician is doing this video in order to stem the belief among Westerners that Muslims are bad peolpe...what is his motive??that peolpe will convert out of Islam after viewing the vid??No,it is to show the world that Islam is bad and that is why,we are being treated this way...No doubt,it is a propaganda and a "justified" way to treat Muslims...

But,by no means should there be justification about how they are treating Muslims...so yeah,from my personal point of view and a conservative and moderate Muslim,I see it such that both sides are wrong...the West and the terrorists...Now dont g spreading all this aite...haha...

Erm,down with the boring part and off with the exciting part....

Kids....I so totally love them....haha...erm,was just running just now,and saw loads of them playing at the playground...They are like so cute and yet they can be a handful...Dont mistaken them for cute angels for they are indeed hidden devils...haha...but trust me,in the bus,can see them often running,screaming,making trouble for their parents...Speaking of which,many young malay parents nowadays..hais...

Anyway,if God permits,I want 2-3 kids...haha...cos my parents have 4...and its a hassle already for them...haha...so erm..yeah...till next time then...

since today is April 1st which means it is joke time...haha...

heres 1....

3 dwarfs named,Bah,Irsyad and Imran were contemplating about wheter they wanted to join the Guiness Book of World Record....
One day,the 3 dwarves made thier way to the Guiness Book of World Record building...

the 1st dwarf,Imran, who had the smallest eyes entered...he came out a few moments later,screaming,"Yes,its official..i have the world's smallest eye"...

the 2nd dwarf,Bah, who had the smallest leg entered the building...he came out later,screaming jubilantly, "Yes...its official..I have the smallest leg"...

Finally,it was the last dwarf's turn,Irsyad....He had the smallest penis among them....he went into the building and moments later came out,looking sad... he said to the other 2 dwarfs, "Who the hell is Adi?"

hahahaha...erm,here's another...

2 couple,Imran and Fiqah,Adi and Liyana went on a double date....
after a sumptious dinner,they decided to swap partners for the night....and so they swapped partners..

After two solid hours of sex, Adi turned to his new partner,Imran, and said "Phew,that was fun...wonder how the girls are doing"....

haha...
notice I said they swapped partners,but not girlfriends...haha...

aite then...Happy April Fool....

peace out my niznits...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Hey guys...like finally huh??

Erm...wow..Its been a record of 2 months going without updating. So,apologies to my loyal readers. So rejoice since I am here to finally,like FINALLY,update my blog..



February-whole month was attachment.. I must say it was certainly a very rejoicing and refreshing experience..But I would have loved to have more than 1 night shift..We had 2 day shifts and 1 night shift.. N yeah,made a lot of new friends, be it the trainers or my other stage buddies..We grew close together,bonded together,had mass orgy... Erm,what the heck am I writing..haha....


So yeah,ups and downs were there too...




Ups:night shift spent talking about ghost stories,final dae at CPTC,poto taking sessions,gift session(I mean whop would have expected April to cry right??I mean she's like so fierce n stuff..guess everyone has their soft spots)..and most of all,GROUP 4 ROCKS MY BALLS!!!!!




Downs:failing both theory tests..couldn't find the problem during trouble shooting..Chan Ying Huan breaking my heat like around 6 times in a row...and rumors here and there...



Well,overall,CPTC has done a good job in grooming us to be future engineers..Im just glad that school is finally over and we can get back to our normal routine of rotting at home...And Mr henry,one of the trainers there..I mean,who could forget him...He is like one of the coolest dude ever...He's like literally one of us,one of the teenagers...He even "licked" his own walkie talkie when taking a picture with me...how gross and disturbing indeed...Well,enough about feb....moving on to march...




March-erm...wat can I sae...NOTHING SPENT DOING SOMETHING FRUITFUL...been downloading movies(Superbad,Sweeney Todd,etc.),going to the gym,playing games,sleeping late,watching TV..So yeah,that sums up what I have done the past 18 days of March...




School starts in about 1 month..Its fasthow time flies...I swear to you,its like just a few weeks ago,I insist its a few weeks ago that I first stepped into SP...Made so many friends on my way to 3rd year..Next year,it will be NS...Soon,friends will give way to colleagues...Only time will tell if friends saty or go...true friends don't quit on each other...



Family and friends is what I have now...Without them,I know Im nothing...So a word to those out there,treasure those you love for life is short...U never know when God might just grab those round you or perhaps,yourself...So yeah,make decisions wisely,don't ever regret making that decisions and don't look back...(You will se ghosts...)Live life to the fullest...And enjoy the company of those around you... Don't worry,Im not suicidal or insane,its just that sometimes,time flies so fast that you don't even realize it...



Like I just read some of my previous posts and you know,I made alot of crappy decisions,made alot of mistakes,cracked some jokes here and there,but ultimately,what matters is not who you are,but what you do....N yeah,I love all my friends and my family...so really,i love you Adi,Bah,Khai,Imran,Irsyad,Fizah,DCHE,Anand,Danko,SP,Singapore,the whole world,aliens,universe,Mum,Dad,Bros,Sis,Aunties,Uncles,Ah Peks,nyonyas,Cuzzies...erm,the list goes one...not forgetting my long lost brother,Amin...look later at the end of this post...u'll see the similarities...




Erm,life for me is kinda great right now..Im contented with what I have now...though Im missing something in life that most of my peeps have...haha...N I learnt something disturbing about my bro...What i found out is just way way disturbing...I dun even know how to break it up to him man...I get the chills...haha...




To end on a bright note,phew..its getting dark and I finally reached my conclusion to this 5000 word essay...expect more updates if there is positive response..haha...n alas,meet the two long lost brothers....Mat and Slenge...








Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Cool happenings...

Hey guys… sorry for my lack of updates.. Been busy with studying for the upcoming exams in 1 week’s time. Besides, got no other topic also to talk about. But now, I have one interesting topic. And it involved one of the most precious and closest person. My dad.

But let’s talk about yesterday first. Been studying for the past 2 days in library. Sad to say, got some progress, SOME ah. I expected more actually. But ended up talking here and there with Alvin. Hais. So anyway, we went to Pizza hut yesterday. He wanted me to announce to the world that he had treated me to pizza for 3 bucks. Cos he had a coupon with him. So yeah. Happy dude? Hmm.

Well, today was kind of interesting. Started off with a bang, literally. Was awoken violently by my maid, who said that my dad had gotten into an accident. So yeah, around 445, she woke me up. So I was like shocked ah. Then my dad called home and told me to meet him near CCKSS. The accident happened near the mosque there. So I like ran all the way to the place. When I got there, got the bloody shock of my life ah. The taxi was really out of proportion.

So apparently, there was a head on collision. My dad lost control of the taxi and hit a lamp post and a traffic light. Then luckily he stayed in the taxi cos moments later, the lamp on the lamp post dropped onto the windscreen and if he had gotten out, he sure gone case already. So yeah, Alhamdulillah. Hais. I don’t know what I would do if I was in his precarious position. So now, he’s having some aches here and there due to whiplash. That was what the ambulance crew said ah. Most important thing is that he’s alive and well. Thank god.








some exclusive pictures...this is what u get when u reach the accident site first...good pictures...










Ok then… exams coming up. Good luck to everyone aite… take care…cheerios…

Friday, December 14, 2007

Fun filled memorable day....

to Ayun...haha...this is what Im gonna do..update..okies??happy tak makcik??



haha..well, this past week has been quite eventful and stressful I must say...well,2 tests this week...FLMECA and Heat transfer...actually,kinda blanked out during heat transfer test today..all because I wasnt prepared for it...but its ok lah....I did my best...so not true..haha..but its a way to cheer myself up..haha... Oh yeah...Fluid mech test had this question...HDB is building a lift that goes 5000 metres if I not wrong...One word sums it all up.... that word is "Wow"...how do u built a lift that is say 5 km long...that is so Akon...


and today,specifically skipped Friday prayers and lectures to spend time with two minah rreps..haha...not minah reps lah they all..just my besties..female besties...Lalah and Syah syah...its been some time since I had a load of fun with girls..haha..admit it Nas,ure turning into a gay..haha..cos all the time,I seem to spend some time with guys all the time...haha...But i somehow like both sides contact...so anyway...


went to watch a movie..called Alvin and the chipmunks...OH MY GOD...they are like the so cutest animals ever..n their voices sound just like Akon,the helium-filled singer..haha...so cute huh...im like addicted to their voices...n then after the movie.lepak-ed at the vivocity sky rooftop there...alamak Nas,dah maju nampak...dah start lepak2 seh pat tempat yang tk pernah pergi..haha...the last time I was at Vivo was on Sept 11...with my peeps at Sentosa...still remember clearly the evnts of that day...hais...so like anyway, we took pictures of ourselves...I admit,I was FORCED to take pictures which actually I do not like to..haha...



so I was like basking in the jealousy of the mat reps who were like muttering jealously to themselves..."How can that asshole be with two of the hottest girls at one time??"haha....connections mat reps...connection...humour mats..humour...

the two besties I was with...crapped alot...who took the pic??me of course...duh...


so after that,went to Sentosa..sat around the tower at Pahlawan Beach....lepaks till around 6 plus plus...again this place...haha...brings back old memories...haha..took pictures...sang some stupid songs..play catching (which I must say,I almost slipped and fall)...then sent Syah syah to her workplace..then me sent Lalah home...actually, till the MRT station only ah...pictures of us...done by of course me..haha..no lah..by Lalah...







aite...so next week will be CPTC...yeah...will be working like slaves without any pay...wow..thats is so not bangla material..haha..so yeah...will be kept busy this few days....just hope I can keep up with the pace this sem is going...n Im very happy for this someone...who is actually happy that he found someone who has locked his heart tightly shut..haha...aite..take care peepos...lu rock baybehs....

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Things couldnt get any better than this.... :)

Bah rocked the house...the judges are either deaf or blind...seriously dude...ure one of the best or I dare say, THE BEST in the buisness....nemind lah,asalkan you let people in SP hear ur mesmerising and soulful voice tu dah cukup...anyway,U ROCK BUH-RY....haha....

yesterday,had a date with not one but two of the hottest girl...haha...no lah...my sec frens...Siti Fadillah...Siti aisyah and fadillah...so combined their names together...haha..hmm..went out to Suntec City...starbucks...then sat around...catching up on things...laughed a lot of times ah...seriously,about guys,ismarian and his fingers...haha...then the cirit birit thingy..haha...hmm...anyway,call me out soon yar...gonna mish u guys...haha....

ok...back to serious matters...2 formal reports by this Monday...so yeah...n one more thing...

this is to you,you should know who you are...I smile when I need to,I am approachable and friendly, but cross the line,you pay the consequences...I showed you what Im made of already,so yeah,keep that in mind..and don't you go around spreading lies about me...

other than that,take care y'all...peace out babes and hunks...

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